Cerita Gay Ustadz

Aku melihat sebuah postingan konsultasi di media sosial. Penulisnya mengatakan bahwa dia mengidap HIV, tetapi menyembunyikan hal ini dari pacar yang akan segera bertunangan dengannya. Postingan tersebut disukai oleh ribuan pembaca dan karena penasaran, aku membacanya lebih detail. Ternyata, pacar yang diceritakan di situ sangat mirip dengan aku.

Ketika ibu mertuaku terkena serangan jantung, suamiku yang seorang spesialis kardiologi malah sibuk memasak untuk kucing mantan pacarnya. Aku meneleponnya, memintanya cepat pulang untuk menyelamatkan ibu mertua. Dia dengan dingin menjawab, “Nova, kamu sakit jiwa, ya? Berani-beraninya kamu mengutuk ibuku hanya demi memaksaku pulang!” Setelah mengatakan itu, dia langsung menutup telepon. Ibu mertuaku meninggal di meja operasi, sementara dia pergi menonton konser bersama mantan pacarnya. Keesokan harinya, dia pulang ke rumah dan melihatku memeluk kotak abu jenazah. Dengan marah, dia melemparkan tas hadiah yang dibawanya ke arahku. “Melda begitu perhatian pada ibuku, bahkan membelikan baju untuknya. Sementara kamu, sebagai menantu, cuma bisa mengajaknya berpura-pura agar aku kembali!" Aku tersenyum sinis. Ibunya sudah tiada, lantas untuk siapa baju itu?

"Bibi, dulu kita sudah sepakat waktunya sepuluh tahun. Sekarang masa itu sudah habis, aku ingin bawa Adele pergi. Tante tahu sendiri, dia memang nggak pernah menyukai Adele sejak awal." Di ruang teh, Amanda mengucapkan kata-kata itu dengan ekspresi getir. Dia sudah hidup bersama Arga selama sepuluh tahun, tapi selama itu pula dia tak pernah berhasil menghangatkan hati pria itu. Hingga suatu malam ketika Arga mabuk, dia menindih Amanda di ranjang. Di bawah pengaruh nafsu, mereka bermesraan hingga Amanda hamil. Setelah kejadian itu, Arga memberinya sebuah vila dan mengizinkannya melahirkan anak itu. Satu-satunya syarat adalah anak itu tidak boleh memanggilnya ayah. Di hadapan publik, Arga tetaplah pria lajang. "Aku nggak mungkin menikahimu, lupakan saja. Aku akan kasih uang untuk biaya hidup anak itu, tapi jangan harap aku akan mengakui statusnya. Bagiku, anak itu nggak pernah ada."

Di bawah cahaya kekuningan yang hangat, tangan besar dan kasar itu terasa lentur seperti ular. Aku ditempatkan dalam posisi yang memalukan dengan wajah yang dibenamkan ke dalam bantal. Dalam posisi yang memalukan ini, aku tidak berdaya untuk melawan. Aku hanya bisa mengeluarkan tangisan kesakitan sekaligus kenikmatan. "Ini terlalu dalam …."

Aku hanya menghadiri satu pesta di lingkungan baruku yang kaya. Tidak lama setelah itu, tetanggaku Nadia menuntutku. Di pengadilan, dia menggendong putrinya Tiffany yang tubuhnya penuh memar dan luka. Dia menuduh anak lelakiku telah memperkosa putrinya. Di tengah persidangan, Tiffany menarik kerah bajunya ke bawah dan bekas merah melingkar jelas di lehernya. "Dia mencoba merobek celanaku," katanya terisak. "Dia mencoba memperkosaku dan aku melawan. Jadi dia memukulku dan merusak wajahku!" Di luar gedung pengadilan, para demonstran mengangkat papan-papan bertuliskan hinaan, menyebut putraku sampah, dan anak orang kaya manja. Di dunia maya, sebuah memorial hasil editan fotoku menyebar luas. Tulisannya berbunyi: [Ibu yang tidak layak seharusnya mati bersama putranya.] Saham perusahaanku mengalami penurunan drastis. Namun aku tetap duduk di sana, wajahku tanpa ekspresi. Aku hanya meminta agar Rian dibawa masuk. Pintu ruang sidang terbuka. Semua orang terdiam ketika Rian melangkah masuk.

Pada hari ulang tahun putriku. Dia sengaja berkata di depan semua orang, "Mama, kamu sudah jadi wanita tua, jangan ikut makan kue. Papa beli kue ini mahal, tahu." Hatiku langsung mencelos. Saat aku menoleh, kulihat dia membawa sepiring kue terbesar dan memberikannya kepada guru les privat. "Mama Vira, stroberi di kue ini manis sekali. Cepat cicipi." Suamiku mengabaikan rasa canggungku. Dia malah tersenyum, lalu mengoleskan sedikit krim ke wajah putriku dan guru les itu. "Panjang umur dan selalu selamat." Melihat mereka bertiga tertawa bersama, tampak begitu manis dan akrab. Saat itu juga, aku benar-benar menyerah. Jadi, aku menelepon dosen pembimbingku dan memilih bergabung dengan program rahasia nasional. Bagaimanapun juga, mengorbankan impian demi orang-orang seperti mereka, sungguh tidak sepadan.

“Are you sure that's the only thing you want? For me to fuck you until you can’t think of whatever that’s bothering you anymore?” He murmured against my throat and I nodded my head immediately, biting back a moan when he bit the side of my neck. “Yeah, that’s what I want.” I stuttered out a response as I tried to stop my heart beat from racing to no avail. ——— Nate is a smoking hot billionaire who was brought up to take over from his father, get a wife and produce grandchildren. But, Nate was completely gay and also closeted, which made him learn how to put out a facade for the limelight. Suddenly expected to get married to the daughter of his father’s friend– for the sake of the company, Nate got thrown in a tight, uncomfortable corner— not only because he wasn’t attracted to women at all, but because he had unexpectedly began to fall in love with a man, that shockingly turned out to be the older brother of the woman he was expected to get married to.

They say that destiny can be played; it will do things you do not expect, and that is what happened to Miles Virgilio when her parents told her that they would marry her to a man she did not even know. Her parents were afraid that her grandmother’s curse would come true, and when she reached the age of thirty and had no husband, she would be an old maiden. Miles objected to that marriage, especially when she discovered that Zandy Saavedra was the man who would marry her. He was the man she saw kissing her boyfriend, and the reason why they broke up. But because of what happened to her father, she had no other choice but to marry the man she thought was gay. How can she get along with someone like Zandy? Will there be love in their marriage to Zandy, even if she thinks he’s gay and he was the reason she and her ex-boyfriend broke up? Is she ready to play the game of destiny?

In the glittering world of high fashion, SPENCER HAYES, A 25 years old. is a name that stands out. Sassy, unapologetically gay, and fiercely independent, Spencer is the vibrant force behind his own fashion empire. But his life takes a dark turn when he witnesses something that shakes him to his core-the murder of a man at the hands of his best friend's brother, DMITRI ROMANOV. To the world, Dmitri is the suave COO of the prestigious Romanov Empire, but beneath the polished exterior lies a far more dangerous reality. He is the elusive mastermind behind the ROAR mafia, a ruthless criminal organization that rules the underworld with an iron fist. Despite his cold, calculating demeanor, Dmitri has a secret-he's been watching Spencer from afar, drawn not just to his beauty but to his untold past. When the two men collide, it sparks a dangerous game of power, passion, and revelation. As Dmitri seeks to uncover Spencer's deepest secrets, their connection intensifies, blurring the lines between love and control. Dmitri's dark world of violence and strategy contrasts sharply with Spencer's glamorous life, yet together, they form an undeniable bond that neither can escape.

Austin is the Beta of a thriving pack currently in a growth phase. He is about to turn 26 years old and still hasn't found his second chance mate so he will soon start looking for a love match. After being crushed on his 18th birthday by the rejection of his first mate he has continued to save himself in hopes that he will be one of the lucky few to get a second chance. Andrew is lower then an Omega. He is the lowest ranking wolf in a pack that they don't even have a term for them. All pack members are important but as his rank never moves up he never expected to have a mate nor aim for anything more then what he was. He knew young he was gay and after his stupid cousin rejected Beta Austin as his mate 8 years ago, killing Xavier instantly, his parents aren't as homophobic but he can't wait to know for sure he doesn't have a mate so he can get away from here. He just wants to find a nice man to settle down with away from his crazy family and pretend he isn't even a werewolf. No wolf would want a useless runt like him anyways.