Depression Im Not Okay Novels & Stories

I still know how I feel, stop wanting to control me mom, I can't take it anymore! Mom: I'm doing this for you! Me: for me?! If you want to help me give me peace it will do me a great service! I say before I leave the table As usual I locked myself in the room with the music blaring in my ears, I think and rethought will I ever feel happy?! I will give my place if asked. I am no longer sick but I still feel sick, will I sink into a depression without seeing the end of the tunnel! I do not want that!

BABI POV But It doesn’t matter how I feel. What matters is that other person doesn’t care, so I had to refrain myself from letting out my true feeling and “ pretend” to be ok. While I was held up in figuring out my feelings for him, he was planning his future. I felt like a fool to waste my time over him. This taught people first think of whats best for them, not about you and if you are smart you will also do the same.

CAROLINA , do you hear me? I blink several times and look at the person in front of me: Dr. Morrison. He has become my psychiatrist for a few months now. Since that person left—I don't want to name names—it had been too bad. I had gone into a horrible depression, I didn't want to eat, nothing I did before gave me satisfaction. Other than that I did experience some anxiety issues, I found out when I had gotten in the shower after days and experienced an anxiety attack.

Mу dеѕіrе fоr thаt wоmаn іnvаdеѕ my thoughts nіght and dау. This depression is not lіkе mе аt all. I’m usually аll асtіоn. Frаnklу, іt’ѕ unсоmfоrtаblе. Nоt officially working thе саѕе іѕ hаrd fоr me.

Jimmy's face reddened, feeling like he had never been so embarrassed before. Case frowned. He could see Jimmy's awkward expression and stiff body, and it was obvious what Jimmy was thinking. Case did not think much about it. He raised his voice and said, "Come down! There's nothing embarrassing about it. You're just one crystal away. There are some who got two crystals and are still so confident." Jimmy looked at Case and said miserably, "I'm not crazy…" No matter how difficult it was, he still had to accept it. Jimmy walked off the stone with a depressed aura. When he returned to Case's side, Case glared at Jimmy. "What's there to be so depressed about?!"

But maybe I carved that depravity and that was when I knew I was fu*ked up because I liked every bit of it. ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

I know I'm beautiful But, I know I'm ugly too I'm slowly loosing all the self love which I manged to gathered... I wish I could share it But it's there someone willing to listen it? And not judge me? I don't want advice... I just want someone to listen it I'm scared to be alone But to scared to ask for companion Im Trying my level best to stop it.. But I just don't how to do it... I feel like I'm slipping into depression and there's no one out to see it..

My brow furrowed tightly as I tried to catch my breath. Rhea snapped at me, "Glen already apologized. What more do you want?" My silence must have irritated her even more. Her voice rose again, sharper this time. "You just fell in the lake for a minute! It's not like you almost drowned or something. It wasn't that bad. How long are you gonna keep this up?" Someone must've opened the windows, because a cold draft swept through the room. My body tensed, and the chill bit deep, making me hunch over in pain like a shrimp curling in on itself.

Chapter 15 “And she embraced the chaos as it painTed her life with purpose” JH.HARD Will I ever be happy? Will I ever be fine? I lost my hope within this time. I tried my best to be okay, But I never felt that anyway. I was on my way to a new beginning, Then this depression started getting in. Today my tears slowed for a moment And the words began to flow,so I want to talk to you mama about all the things that I think you should know

When people pretend to be normal or rather prefer not to think about their issue, it doesn’t mean everything is going well with them. That’s to say, someone can be depressed and no fucking body would know about it because they try to keep it cool. Let me say it out loud, everyone is fucking going through one or two, but my damn self is going through fucking ten! So literally everything is not going well for me. Since you have triggered it, I will let you know about one of it. Nobody knows about it except for few of my friends. Here it is: I don’t have a mom… Shit sucks right? Something happened. I guess I will stop here, else you tell me one of your problem.