This Wasn't My Plan Novels & Stories

He added. “ Our plan??.” I questioned. “ Our plan was never to marry her. Our plan was for you to ask her out. Ask her to be your gf. That was the plan.” I yelled angrily. “ I know. I know. But I realized the plan was too wack and underdeveloped so I had to tune it up.” He said too calmly and I almost wanted to punch him in the face and watch him roll on the floor. “ And you didn’t think I deserved to know?.” I questioned.

My body didn’t move. But inside, something was locking up. For the first time, the cost wasn’t abstract. It wasn’t a distant problem. It now had a face and a voice. A laugh in my kitchen. “That wasn’t the plan,” I finally muttered. It was a whisper almost to myself. Maleek didn’t let it go. “Then what was the plan?” Silence answered him. This time, I looked away. There was no clear answer anymore. And for the first time, I realized it slowly, the plan had shifted, and I hadn’t authorized that change.

“But if you’re gonna drag it out any longer, you might have to do another one. Got enough pee left?” I give her a glare, then, gathering my courage, reach for the test and flip it over. I stare at the result. “Well, fuck!” I shout, rubbing my face with both hands, the reality settling like a weight on my shoulders. Jenni raises an eyebrow, amused. “You’re not exactly taking this news well,” she laughs. “How can I?” I exclaim. “We had a plan, and that plan just flew right out the window!” She shakes her head, still laughing softly. “What was the plan, then? Wait a year? Move somewhere kid-friendly? Have a whole timeline laid out?”

If she only wasn't so stupid. I leaned back in my chair, closing my eyes. I had plans no one knew about, definitely not Nicole. She lived in her dream, and I let her believe that dream would come true. But it was not my dream. My dream was way more significant. I worked on it for years and finally had all the pieces in place. There was only one obstruction I had to get rid of, but it was only a matter of time. Even if plan A did not work, I had plan B. I always had plan B.

I have lost myself in the pleasure of his presence and closed my eyes to feel the moment when I heard something that just tore my eyes with fresh hot tears, "I am sorry, Amara. I am really very sorry. I never meant to hurt you. Yep, it was a plan to become friends with you and seek advantage of your intelligence as you were the God damn topper of the class. It was a plan that I made with my friends but trust me, Falling in love was not a plan. Yes, Amara... I love you. " He chuckled.

So, I prepared for the worst-case scenario in case Dorian attacked me. I had hoped that my plan this time would succeed. However, reality doesn't always favor me. My plan failed completely, and what I ended up with was nothing but a disaster.

I’ll tell you what I think, honestly: I have weighed the pros and cons and I have come to a conclusion; to forgo plan A. Actually Plan A had always been futile and unattainable right before its birth. Plan A was to escape, and yeah, I know it sounds stupid to you and even now that I think of it, it I really feel embarrassed that I who have always prided myself in being rational came up with such razz Idea.

Plans? I just stared at him, speechless, trying to form words that wouldn’t come. We sat there in heavy silence, the sound of bouncing balls and sneakers filling the space between us. Finally, I looked away. “I don’t know,” I whispered. “I really don’t know.” The truth was, I didn’t have a plan. I just wanted her to trust me—but I didn’t even trust myself. Instead of figuring things out, I’d been wasting time with Victoria. Not because I loved her… but because she was safe. Predictable.

"Is there any vision I should know about?" There was no way I could tell him about it; it was going to spoil my plans to do it without anybody knowing, but as for now, I was trying to enjoy life to the fullest. I shook my head, "Nothing. I had my knees to the ground for minutes, and nothing came, so I left." He looked puzzled and said, "Well, that's strange." "What's strange?"

He reiterated. At that moment, my heart sank in my chest because no one had ever asked me that. “Do you not have a plan?” Lucien burst out in laughter, seeing the blankness in my eyes. “In my defense, I never really was allowed a plan” I scolded. “Rose was to map out my entire life but everything changed when I eventually left my pack and I since haven’t gotten the chance to sit down and really think,” I said. “With everything that’s happened, it’s not really my fault”