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Di tengah malam, aku berlutut lemas di ambang jendela, terengah-engah dengan napas berat, dan air liurku menetes tanpa bisa kucegah. Di belakangku, teman sekelas anakku dari sekolah olahraga itu merobek stoking hitamku dengan kasar, lalu meraba pantatku yang bulat dan montok. Dia mencengkeram rambutku erat dan berbisik dengan nada menggoda, "Tante, apa anakmu tahu, kalau kamu seliar ini?" Tepat saat itu, ayahnya juga masuk. "Nak, kamu masih kecil, banyak hal yang belum kamu pahami. Ayah akan mengajarimu..."

Get away from me Lucas." Bennett growled, his claws extending. But Lucas grabbed him and turned him around, his clothed bulge pressing into Bennett. "You know you want this, little wolf." And deep-down, as Lucas grinded into him, he realized. He did want this. ~~~ Bennett Cross was born to lead the Wolf Crest Pack, he is fierce, reckless, and loyal to the blood feud passed down through generations. The Storms have always been the enemy. It started with his great-grandfather, poisoned in a border war, and every Cross since then has carried that hatred like a second skin. Lucas Storm, son of the Eastern Howl Pack Alpha, is everything Bennett can't stand. He is striking, arrogant, and maddeningly perfect. They’ve fought tooth and claw since childhood, fueled by the war their fathers never ended. But when fate throws a cruel twist on Bennett’s eighteenth birthday, the enemy he loathes becomes the mate his wolf craves. Bennett doesn’t want him, and Lucas sure as hell doesn't need him. Yet fate doesn’t ask for their permission. Now, two heirs of rival packs are bound by a bond stronger than decades of hate or bloodlines.

The novel consists of several mini-stories about therapy sessions at a therapy clinic named "Soulmate", but the letters "m-a-t-e" were broken in a storm. Each mini-story is narrated by both the psychologists and the patients, describe the patients' worldview, why they do what seems "mentally ill" to us. We often say that the patients' head is abnormal, that their way of thinking is so weird. But is there any possibility that it's because they received different (whether right or wrong) information, so they react differently? Is that just because we "normal people" haven't got enough understanding about this world? Throughout the story, we could see that therapy sessions are a two-way arrow. While the experts are affecting the patient, the patient is also influencing them,“When you look deeply into the darkness, the deep darkness is also looking into you". The story does not make any conclusion about who is right or which world is real, maybe all of them are real, maybe they are all virtual, or maybe, it all doesn't matter. Isn't the world where we live? Wherever you live, that's your world.

It was in elementary school when Zack was in the darkest moment of his life, and unexpectedly a transferee guy saved him from loneliness. It was love at first smile. From the moment he saw it, he saw the brightest smile he could ever imagine. He met this guy and even though this guy was also struggling in his life, he still managed to smile, which Zack adored even more. . . . but this guy transferred to another school after a month. Although years have passed, he still likes him. Luckily he met his first love again, he saw him at their university. So now he took the opportunity to be with him.

Lavinia Fleur tak pernah membayangkan bahwa keputusannya bekerja sama dengan sahabatnya justru menjebaknya dalam utang berbahaya. Dalam semalam, gadis desa yang hidup sederhana di kota itu ditagih rentenir, bahkan dia terancam kehilangan adiknya yang sedang sakit. Di sisi lain, Dante Romano, pewaris takhta mafia paling ditakuti di Roma, juga dikhianati oleh asistennya, yang membuatnya didesak untuk segera menikah demi mempertahankan kekuasaan. Namun, semua wanita dari kalangan atas, terutama mafia menolaknya. Takdir akhirnya mempertemukan Dante dengan Lavinia. Pernikahan mereka terjadi tanpa cinta, tanpa persiapan, dan penuh ketegangan. Berawal dari pernikahan kontrak, Dante akhirnya menyadari bahwa dia memiliki perasaan lebih kepada wanita itu. Namun, bagaiman dengan Lavinia? Wanita yang selalu merasa bahwa Dante tak pernah memberikan kebebasan untuknya. Apa Lavinia mau melanjutkan hubungan yang lebih serius? Atau Dante punya cara untuk mengikat wanita itu selamanya.

"Ang Lihim ng Pusong Ipinagbabawal" Akira Quezon, mas kilalang Kira, ay isang dalagang may matamis na ngiti at pusong tapat. Sa kabila ng kanyang kabataan, isang lihim na pag-ibig ang matagal na niyang kinikimkim — isang damdaming itinakda ng tadhana ngunit ipinagbabawal ng lipunan. Ang kanyang puso ay patuloy na tumitibok para kay Axel, ang kanyang gwapong at misteryosong Ninong, na sa kabila ng kanyang 40 taon ay nananatiling makisig at mapanukso. Ngunit sa bawat titig at lihim na ngiti ay nagkukubli ang isang masalimuot na nakaraan. Si Axel ay isang lalaking tila binabalot ng anino ng kanyang sariling mga sikreto. Sa pagitan ng kanilang mga tahimik na sulyap at hindi maipaliwanag na paglalapit, bumabalot ang tanong — hanggang saan kayang ipaglaban ang isang pagmamahal na labag sa lahat ng nakasanayan? Habang unti-unting nahuhubaran ang mga lihim, matutuklasan ni Kira na ang lalaking kanyang iniibig ay may mga sugat ng kahapon na pilit niyang tinatago. Sa pagitan ng katotohanan at pagnanasa, kailangan nilang harapin ang kanilang mga kinatatakutan. Magtatagumpay ba ang pagmamahal nila, o tuluyan silang malulunod sa mga anino ng nakaraan?

Kahit na nagbalik ang Supreme Warrior sa Middle Province upang mamuhay ng payapa, minamaliit pa rin siya ng lahat. Sa araw ng kanyang kasal, sa isang kumpas lang ng kanyang kamay, dumating ang Nine Great Gods of War at tinawag nila siya na master...

"Astaga, aku terlambat!" Anastasia Putri Ville - perempuan berusia 23 tahun yang saat ini terpaksa untuk menggunakan ojek online yang cukup mahal itu tentunya. Tak ada waktu lagi di hari pertamanya datang ke kantor itu. Apalagi ia harus menghadiri sesi wawancara dengan atasan mereka. Selama di perjalanan, ia mencoba untuk menghapal kembali semua profil atasan mereka sekaligus dengan posisi yang akan ia lamar itu - sebagai seorang asisten keuangan CEO. Namun, karena merasa kesal akan sesuatu hal tanpa ia sadari, sejak tadi Ana telah menggerutu hebat dan tentu saja semua itu di dengar oleh sang supir yang entah mengapa memilih untuk membawa mobilnya, padahal sebelumnya Ana hanya memesan sebuah ojek motor online. Tanpa ia sadari, sosok supir yang akan mengantarkannya menuju ke kantor barunya untuk mengikuti wawancara itu adalah bosnya sendiri yang notabene adalah sang CEO dari Hamilton Otomotive Company, Nathaniel Jacko Hamilton.

Rizquna, harus bertahan dalam hubungan yang dirahasiakan. Demi menjaga perasaan wanita yang tak lain adalah sahabatnya. Pernikahan atas dasar ketidaksengajaan itu, memaksanya untuk tetap memendam rasa pada suaminya sendiri. Diam di balik tabir yang tertutup rapat. Mengorbankan hati juga kesehatan mentalnya. Akankah Rizquna sanggup menjalani kehidupan yang tak biasa ini?

Hidup Cassandra Arwen yang tenang dan damai tiba-tiba berubah 180 derajat saat ayahnya menikah lagi. Sialnya, ayahnya menikahi ibu dari mantan kekasihnya, cinta pertama yang sulit dilupakan, Rexandra Adikara. Cassandra harus hidup dalam bayang-bayang masa lalu, dan juga godaan sang mantan yang kini menjadi kakak tirinya. Saat cinta yang masih terpendam itu perlahan bersemi kembali, apakah Cassandra akan terjerumus atau memilih menjauh?