Emotional Breakdown Quotes Novels & Stories

Wala akong nasabi, kinain ako ng nararamdaman ko, I was just wordless. The next thing I know, I slammed into the bathroom door. I broke down and cry. I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still fucking beating. Hindi ko na yata kaya pang harapin s'ya but I don't have a choice. I have to deal with the man who broke my heart many times. ***

Isa iyong utos, na hindi ko inaasahan na kakailanganin ko ngayon. "Don't be too hard on yourself." Nakagat ko ang labi ko. Parang may kung anong bumara sa lalamunan ko, isang bigat na matagal ko nang pinipigilan. And just like that, I broke. Nalaglag ang mga luha bago ko pa mapigilan. Sa isang pahayag nya lang, nawala at natumba na lahat ng pader na matagal ko ng tinayo.

Hindi na natigil ang pagtulo ng luha ko hanggang sa mapagtanto na humihikbi na ako. It's not very easy to get out of this self-killing and loathing mindset lalo na may mga pinagdaraanan ka. I kept everything to myself, kasi alam kong iyon ang mas nararapat. Hindi ako maka-usad-usad sa gusto kong gawin sa buhay lalo na sa sarili ko. It's a curse to feel everything so very deeply that it also hurts more. I'm having emotional issues. I'm miserable, too broken to handle. And I wish I was good enough. I look okay outside, but inside, I am struggling. I'm having a hard time coping up with this fucked up life up until this moment. I'm too much.

Weakness because of pain. Alam kong wala akong karapatang husgahan ang mga taong nadadala sa sakit. They say that you won't know the real pain if you haven't experienced it yourself. People have their own capacity for emotions. There are people having a breakdown in just a small pain and there are those who can still smile and live happily despite of so much pain. Para sa'kin ay wala ako sa dalawa. I'm in between because I'm also having a temporary breakdown but can endure the pain as long as I can.

[Cracks in Loyalty] “Loyalty doesn’t break in one moment… it cracks quietly, every time your heart chooses the wrong person.” ~~~ “You were in love with him.” Julian’s words didn’t just land— They shattered everything. “No…” I whispered. My head shook on its own. “That’s not true.” But my voice— It wasn’t convincing. Even to me. Because something inside me reacted. Not denial. Not anger. Recognition. My chest tightened painfully.

I wipe my tears again—pointless, since they keep falling anyway. “Okay,” I whisper to myself, voice cracking. “Okay. If he lets go… I’ll survive. Somehow.” I don’t know how, but I say it anyway. Because what else can I do? Outside, the rain softens, as if it’s finally tired. Inside, my heart feels like it’s only beginning to break. Tomorrow, my life might fall apart. But tonight… tonight is the longest, quietest goodbye I’ve ever lived through. And I’m not even sure he knows it yet. 1219