God Forgive Me I Have Sinned Mga Nobela at Kwento

My God, who the hell did I get myself entangled with? I finally turn around and depart from their residence heading towards the path that leads to my home weeping endlessly as I walk through the streets not knowing what else to do with a strong confusion ripping hard against my brain. God, I don't think I can take this pain and use it anymore. It is all over. I have messed up so bad and I just feel so...... I feel so shattered. I think I'm just going to have to apologize to the one and only people who listen to me and forgive me for this. I have to go home and apologize deeply to my parents. Although it is not going to be an easy fix since I've been trying to call their attention from the da

“I have to be back in America in three hours father, I need to make this confession. You can make an exception right? God is the all forgiving one right? The man studied me for a while and finally nodded, “You look desperate” Of course I was desperate, I wanted to go back and have my woman in my arms again. “Go and prepare, I will be with you shorty” “Thank you father” I briskly walked out of the office into the church, finally the time had come. *** “Forgive me father for I have sinned” as the words flowed out of my mouth, I suddenly remembered Ayita, these were the exact same words she uttered that same day.

"I'm so sorry that this happened." Her gaze drops, her voice quivers as she responds, "Thank you. It's been a nightmare. But all I can do now is hope and pray." As I look behind her, my gaze unfocused, I hesitate for a moment before finally saying, "I’m not sure if you’re already aware, but if not, I must tell you. It's difficult, and I hope you can forgive me again for another sin I, well someone connected to me, has done." She turns to me, surprise written across her face. "What is it?"

A smile broke on my face, slowly, spreading to the corners of my mouth; it was a compassionate smile. "I forgive you for all you have done. We are all sinners after all, and the only way to be saved is through apologies. I forgive you, because you all have understood where you went wrong, and said sorry without it getting too late." I said, my voice calm, and kind.

"We are both going to punished once when we get caught. We need to be extra careful." Ang dapat sanang matatakot ako dahil sa kaniyang sinabi. Hindi tuloy nangyari. Bagkus, parang mas gusto ko pang gumawa ng bawal... ng masama. Para lang marinig sa kaniya ang ganoong kataga. Selfishness or self-will is the manifestation of sin. True love is the antidote to self-centeredness. You will not commit sin with them or tempt them to commit sin if you genuinely love them. "Kung ako lang ang mapaparusahan ay ayos lang, kaya ko naman. Pero paano kapag saiyo na? Hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko, Amari..."

I killed him. He saved me, all he did was love me. I am evil. I looked up and saw the moon above me. “Goddess of the moon, have mercy on me. Please take me with him.” I begged more than anything and cried hard. I prayed for my forgiveness over and over again. I sobbed harder than ever. I was in pain to the point that I wanted to kill myself too. What did I do? “Goddess of the moon, punish me more than I deserve. I killed that man that loved me more than anything. I was ignorant to believe their words. Forgive your ignorant child who believed that things can be fixed by vengeance and hatred. Forgive me for I have sinned.”

My tears blended into the murkiest tears I had ever shed. And Belle, the woman I should have listened to cry, became the vessel for this disgusting sadness. Her hand willingly reached out to me, catching my face that was about to fall into the valley of despair. “I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Belle. I beg your forgiveness,” I repeated the same sentence over and over again like a program that only understood one command. “For everything, I am guilty. I will use this life to make up for all the sins I committed against you. But please, I beg you very much, don't leave me.”

Sandra whispered amidst her tears, "I... I am so sorry for everything that has happened. I... I don't know how I can forgive myself." Grandma Sofi lifted Sandra's face, her eyes filled with compassion and forgiveness. "My dear," she said with a voice full of love, "there is no sin that cannot be forgiven if one truly repents and strives to improve oneself. We all make mistakes, but what matters is how we learn from them and move forward." With a heavy heart, Sandra placed herself at Grandma Sofi's feet, feeling the burden weighing on her chest. "Forgive me, mother," she said in a whisper, "forgive me for all the mistakes I've made. I miss you... I miss this family."

Just like Ellie’s mother and father were robbed of a daughter. I would be robbing his friends of somebody they could always count and rely on. Oh heavenly Father, forgive me… For I have sinned. I knew I didn't have a choice. I also knew that what I was going to do was terrible. The lesser of two evils, right? I was destroying another family… in order to save my own. Forgive me, Father. It was time. When the clock strikes one. In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.

"He made it sound like I was the one eager for it, that I wanted to touch him! Me! The audacity of that man!" I pressed my palms together tighter, my knuckles white. "Please, God, forgive me for this unintentional sin. Forgive me for letting my concern override my… my common sense. And please, Lord," I added, a desperate plea escaping my lips, "make him stop. Make him stop being such a lecherous, infuriating, impossible man. Or at least, please give me the strength to resist the urge to smack him with a bedpan." I sighed, feeling a tiny bit lighter as I poured out my chaotic thoughts. "Amen."