God Forgive Me I Have Sinned Novels & Stories

"Hoor ul Ain..... for God's sake, open your eyes.... looking into my guilty-stricken eyes....then if you want you can distance me from your life, but please....... for once tell me, that you have forgiven me...." ********

She took her time, doing everything smoothly without panic, she wiped her finger before she turned to me and said with a smile, “ Mother. Agnes shouldn't know this.” I felt my heart drop, the thoughts finally came in and I realized that I had just sinned as I plopped to the floor. I banged my head against the tub as I cried out, “ Please forgive me.” I didn't wait for her to respond, quickly saying a prayer as I said, “ Oh Lord, forgive me for I have sinned against you.”

I remain with my back pressed against the fridge, not desiring to go anywhere that is outside of his proximity. I swallow audibly. "I'm just asking..." "I'm immortal, and you're mortal," he reminds me, as if he senses I’m in a trance and wants to draw me out of it before I do something I will regret. "I'm also a Sin, and you're not."

“By the name of Holy God, I wash you from the sins of rebellion and disobedience. May he accept your sincere Redemption. Madam, show your guilt to God.” Mielle almost forgot what she had to say, then she recalled and raised her head murmuring: “God forgive me for I have sinned” “What is your sin” “Rebellion.” “Do you trust your Master's judgment?” “I do trust my master’s judgment.” “Do you accept the proper punishment the enforcer is going to apply?” “I do.” “I must ask for a second validation, do you accept the proper punishment the enforcer is going to apply?” “Yes, I do accept the enforcer’s punishment.”

I whispered, my voice breaking as I pressed my hand over my mouth like I could somehow hold everything inside, like I could stop myself from falling apart if I just tried hard enough. But I couldn’t. Because what just happened… What I just did… There was no undoing it. “Forgive me, Lord,” I said, my voice trembling as I slowly slid down the door until I was sitting on the floor, my knees pulled close to my chest like that could somehow make me smaller, like that could make this whole situation disappear. “I… I have committed the greatest sin,” I continued, the words feeling heavy, unfamiliar, like they didn’t belong to me but somehow they did now, “and even worse… with my best friend’s fathe

°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° PREVIOUSLY "I have already reconsider my decision, I will accept you and I have forgiven you......" "Forgiven me for what?"

With that, he slipped out the door, leaving me alone in the dark with my thoughts and the aching, traitorous desire he has awakened. I curled up on the floor, praying for strength and for guidance. I didn't even know if this abominable sin was forgivable. Father please forgive me.

Anything to save her. “God, or, whatever is out there in the universe. I know I’ve been a horrible person in the world. I’m sorry. Forgive me. Ama, I love her. I know you know that I love her. She does not deserve this. She doesn’t deserve the pain she’s feeling and she does not deserve to die. Please save her. She is the only good thing in my life. She is the person that makes me strive to be better. Isn’t that what you would want? For me to be better? Please don’t use her to punish me for my sins. I’m here before you to say I am sorry for what I’ve done in the past. She doesn’t deserve to pay for it. Please, save her. I’m begging you.” I prayed. As I did so, tears began to drop from my eye

I'm thinking of taking care of my three kids alone. He took my hand and held it. A feeling of comfort and warmth began to envelop me. His skin, too, still felt warm. "Kill me if it makes you satisfied. I am ready to die, I know my sins are sprinkled like sand. But, can a despicable sinner apologize and ask for forgiveness and mercy?" God, I can't bear to see this man begging like this. "Apologize to God." He shook his head, "Dealing with God. Surely, He always forgives His servants. But, human relations I have to apologize to those concerned. I know, my fault cannot be forgiven. You are not God, who can forgive but I must still apologize."

I cut in, “A woman who had the misfortune of crossing paths with you. And what did you do? You tortured her, made her beg, made her suffer. All in the name of what, Giovanni? God?” He recoiled as if my words were physical blows, “She… she was a sinner,” he choked out, the words tumbling from his lips like a confession. “She tempted us… tempted me… It was her fault, her evil. We were just… we were just cleansing her soul.”