Novel & Cerita Hate Being Alone

I didn’t want anyone to think I was here to cause trouble, so I kept my distance from everyone! The solitude was nice, but after a week on my own I started to feel the emptiness of truly being alone. For the first time in my life, I could understand how a wolf could lose their mind and go feral. We’re pack creatures by nature and being alone for too long is not healthy. I hated to admit it, but I might need to find someone to connect with, just to keep my mind sane.

Sometimes his best friend could be a pain in the ass. “Well obviously I am, now where is the way out of…. wherever this hospital is?” Flynn said looking around as Xander shook his head. “I know you might be going through a lot now, but suicide isn’t the answer. You will fix your problems. Do you have any relative that I can call to inform them when you are and your condition?” He asked as Flynn shook his head. “No, I am alone. Lost too much to actually have someone by my side.” Flynn responded with a heavy sigh as Xander and XD gave each other quick glances before directing back to him.

I point at the three bags on the living room floor. "No. He is finishing up" I nod staring at the fash disc in my hands. I pray it has what I wish to know. "You know why I hate relationships?" I glance at him but remain quiet. "You are not allowed to be yourself. If my partner is not understanding, enough then I would rather be alone"

Sade I was feeling the loneliness. Living alone had been fun and new at first, but it quickly got old. I didn’t think I was cut out to be alone. I was bored. Every night I sat on my couch, flipping through channels and texting Trent—assuming he was able to text. I talked to myself—a lot. Probably more than was healthy. I ate alone. I did everything alone.

Why I have a bad habit of making promises when someone challenges me? Shrugging, I walked off to the hallway, this morning was really boring cause everyone is gone early to their work and as usual, I have no one to talk to. I never felt so lonely before. On my way to the room, I decided to explore this massive mansion to kill my boredom. Or, I will get some clues that can help me to find about my unknown past if I ever here with Andrew. I sometimes wonder what kind of relationship I've had shared with him, as I was madly in love with him?

I also ordered an iced coffee, so I would have the strength to finish everything today. After taking my order, the waiter left me there so I was left there alone in the corner. Like what I said, I was fine being alone because I usually do that before. That’s what I have mastered in the years when I was single and had no one to eat with. It's not really that sad to eat alone. In fact, it was very empowering. You know you can conquer everything and you don't really need anyone to be able to eat out. They should normalize that. Some people think it's lonely to eat alone. They didn't know that sometimes it's peaceful and we prefer that more.

It took him a lot to be able to confess his feeling for her and he only hoped that she loved him back. “It wouldn’t hurt for you to say that you love me. I want to hear you say it. I don’t care about other people but you and nothing else. I have always been alone, no one was able to get Inside my heart the way you have, love. Loneliness is not something good for a person. I have had my moments and I don’t want to be alone anymore. When you came in to my life, I started knowing the beauty of life. Please say that you love me.”

Liviana Castelli has always been a bit of a loner. She wasn't a loner, as in that she was always alone or that she enjoyed being by herself- in fact, she hated being alone. In her eyes, being lonely was one of the worst feelings one could ever feel. It was too sad, too depressing. And so she always made sure to have someone next to her. A sibling, a friend, a boyfriend- someone she could spend her time with. Someone to save her from herself.

"I hate to be alone, but I am afraid to drag someone else to my chaotic world." Harvey My heart can feel the truth in every thread of her words. I wanted to remind myself she is just drunk. She must have said those words in her drunken state, drunken mind. She might not remember anything she just said. But my foolish heart wanted to take hold of her words. Part of me was hoping she wasn't just drunk saying such things that make my heart dance in joy. What she said were all words from my very own heart. I wanted to say I wished we could stay like this forever. That I hate to be alone as well, but I am also scared to drag someone else into my imperfect world.

They are also the favorite ones. I don't want to feel jealous towards them but I can't help it. I envy them because our parents' attention is always to them. I can't help but to think that, Am I still belong here? Sometimes life is too hard to be alone and sometimes life is too good to be alone. Being alone is also a choice. It's either you need to stand on your own, or let people help you stand, risking your everything that may broke down easily because you trusted them.