Hate Being Alone Novels & Stories

My parents both gone. “Look, I know this is all extremely new to you and believe me if I were you, I’d be scared too. But all I can tell you is this. You’re not alone. You have four wonderful mates who love and adore you and a friend who won’t let anything bad happen to you while he’s here.” “But I am alone. That’s the thing you guys don’t get. You guys don’t see the things I see when I’m alone.” “Then tell us. Let us in.”

"I don't allow myself to love just for the pain, it's for everything that comes with it. For the responsibility, for the fact that a relationship is a freedom together, and that I adapted to a lonely life. Long before my father's death. First of all. And I noticed that being alone protects me, strengthens me, and I'm afraid of it. Because I'm not the powerful woman you think of, Hazz. I have flaws. I break myself. And I'm no better than anyone.” "I didn't either" he took a step forward, still clinging to the handle, as if he was going to run out the door at the slightest sign of my discomfort. "I'm just the guy you wouldn't look at more than once if you were anywhere else, on a corner. I'm a

Or maybe… I just don’t want to be alone in this pain. God, I hate this.

I'm afraid for that to happen so might as well push myself to loneliness than to have someone that'll hug me in this world full of arrows that can kill all of us. I can't take seeing them suffer and that's why I prefer myself this way; fighting alone though waves of hardships are striking me and trying to take me down. I don't wanna be selfish that's why I'm not dreaming of being a mother and a wife anymore though I wished to have one before. I mean it's everybody's dream and I'm not excluded from that. But thankfully, I've realized this and just dumped those wishes of mine.

Naked, blindfolded, humiliated, and the worst, Alone.

“Is it because of the time? The memories? Or are you just afraid of being alone?” I look down at my phone; the screen too bright in the dim light. I feel her words cut into me. The truth hurts more than I thought it would. I’m scared of being alone. He was the only one I had. My parents never cared about me—not really. I’ve always been alone, and now, I’m just... terrified of facing that reality. It's funny how I spend my life making people laugh, especially children, yet deep down, I feel sad and lonely, as if something is missing.

He knows that some battles can only be fought alone. But as we approach the hotel, its glass facade reflecting the afternoon sun like a promise of transparency it can't possibly keep, I feel the first cracks in my armor. The satisfaction of revenge, I realize, is no satisfaction at all. It's just another kind of loneliness, another way of keeping the world at arm's length.I'm so tired of being alone.

"I'm sorry." I saw how his shoulders fell. How tears escaped from his eyes. I saw how disappointed he was. But I can't just ruin my plan. I’m doing this not because of him ... or Jase. I'm doing this for myself, because for the past years, I've always relied my happiness on someone else that I forgot how to be happy on my own. Being alone, whenever Jase is with Kalex, made me realize that sometimes being alone doesn't mean you're sad, being alone is something you need because the first person you should love before anyone else is yourself. And this is the first time that I'll be doing something for myself without having a problem or thinking about anything or anyone else.

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

"But not you? I don't think you fit in that category." He pursed his lips, "You'd be surprised." "Really? Try me." He hesitated at first, "Okay ... I'm afraid to end up alone," he raised his brows, "That's the reason why I want to retire ... I've been alone for 10 years and it's not easy at times ... it gets very lonely, and the thought of going through the rest of my life alone terrifies me." It struck her, loneliness is a very human emotion that could plague any normal human being, "Is that how it feels like to be on the run?"