Hate Being Alone Mga Nobela at Kwento

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

"But not you? I don't think you fit in that category." He pursed his lips, "You'd be surprised." "Really? Try me." He hesitated at first, "Okay ... I'm afraid to end up alone," he raised his brows, "That's the reason why I want to retire ... I've been alone for 10 years and it's not easy at times ... it gets very lonely, and the thought of going through the rest of my life alone terrifies me." It struck her, loneliness is a very human emotion that could plague any normal human being, "Is that how it feels like to be on the run?"

And I got a strong whiff of alcohol from him. "I don't want to see your pathetic tears. You know, I despise you more than your sister. You and your whole family are the most horrible people I have ever come across. Just wait until it's time for revenge… Until then, I will be torturing you little nerdy. And no one will help you or let you escape from this, even death…!!"

I said as I wipe my non existing tears. "You both are mental!" Usher snickered to us. And we both glared at him . "What?" He asked like his shocked "Shut up! Your also mental!" We three laughed. Well, as I said I do have plan on settle down. But contrary to that, I still not yet found the woman that's right for me. As I can see, women just after my fame, money and bodddy???. Hhahaha.. of course please don't get me wrong people! Peace.. ✌️✌️✌️

I hated the fact that I was the one causing her this pain and tears cause the last thing I wanted to do was make her cry and for that I hated myself. " I would like to be alone " I hear her say after she entangled herself from my embrace as I nodded at her in agreement. " of course, I understand. But please do not push me away anymore, I cannot deal with that. I cannot promise that I would leave you alone, cause I would do everything in my power to court you until you see that I am not always a selfish bastard " I say to her while I turn my back to leave. Aneesa's point of view

Being alone had only but made me feel quite useless and mysterable years after the death of my parents. I needed something to make me more stronger and accepted in the pack. Ace and Lisa had agreed to help me summon my wolf that night. Rejection had never been my thing, right from when I was a child. If there was anything detested ,that was being rejected. I had always wanted to be comfortable with myself and at the same time be able to achieve things on my own. I hated the fact that I was seen as not being too Useful because I was a lone Wolf. That feeling alone made me go wild at times ,but the most annoying part was that I couldn't help it, I still remained what people thought me to be.

No one is coming after me. I slow once I realize that. No one is coming after me. No enemy is coming after me. No one who cares about me is coming after me either. The ones I love don’t want to see if I’m okay. Whatever I did must have been so horrifying that no one dares come near me. No one wants me near them. I am completely alone in a way that I've never been before. And I don't know what to do now. But I do know that I’m on my own.

“But what if I’m right?” “Is that really what you’re afraid of? Losing them because you might be right?” “Losing them means I’d be alone again. I don’t want that.” I hate being alone. It’s suffocating. I’d been alone for a long time until I met them. I’m just not going back there. I look down at my mudslide. Strangely, it didn’t entice me after I tried Julian’s drink. It’s delicious, but maybe something stronger is what I need right now.

They act all caring like it was just another accident which I can't be blamed for. I want to yell but I can't. I'm a broken soul on the verge of losing my mind and those two weeks of lifelessness I felt were too real to be true. It hit me so hard. Boredom and loneliness. I don't want to be alone. I hate being alone. Heck, that's why I conquer ladies. That's why I force them or buy them to be with me without actual dating because it heals my sadistic, rotten heart.

"I don't belong here. Take me with you." "The killer is out to get me. A single weakness is all he needs. The last time we were together you saw what happened. You're not safe with me. I need to sort this out on my own, and I don't need you to distract me from this. I'm not going to be moved by tears, I won't give in to any amount of begging or groveling. Do not call me in any minor circumstances, unless you find yourself in dire need of my help which I hope is never. Are we clear?" I lost it at that time. "I can't...I can't do this alone. I'm so lonely. They look at me like I'm some criminal."