He Filled My Life Novels & Stories

Replenished; like I’ve been in a long, deep sleep. I’m alive. I will thank everybody who helped to save me. I will repay them in any way I can. I owe these people more than my own life for giving me this chance. I wonder who saved me. I can’t wait to show them my gratitude and make the most of my life rather than sit on the sidelines and act like the idiotic douchebag I was. One day at a time and live my life to the fullest. In and out, in and out, consciousness is frustrating when I fully well know I’m being pumped full of drugs!

Why do we hold back on saying small important things? Now before I get too much more into details on my life. I want you to understand something about me, My life was never horrible nothing that terrible ever happened that I felt I couldn’t get over it. There was just this feeling I felt all my life that our lives are pointless we are put here to live and die What we do with the time is up to us but doesn’t matter. It’s like playing a game where at the end there is nothing to beat, no point to the game it’s just over. That’s how I feel about life There is no point to it, other than what we make it, and in the big picture truly means nothing. I wish there was some pill that could make me fee

“Soon, I’ll start living the life I’ve always dreamed of.” That was how what started as a day filled with painful memories transformed into a glimmer of hope for a new future.

Now, I got to know about my kids, and they seemed to fill all the emptiness in my life, they filled the void that was created in my soul, but she wouldn’t even let me be with them. I reached for my glass, its contents amber and shimmering like the false hope that had once fueled my dreams. The liquid swirled within me, mirroring the turbulent whirlpool of my mind. I drank, not to forget but to remember – the love I had lost, the family that had been torn asunder, and the life that could have been. The happy life we could have been living, the happiness that might have filled my little family.

My whole life, my parents were too busy to take care of my, my older siblings were just kids and they had each other, Austin was there for me until he had children of his own. “I’m… okay, I’m dealing with her loss in my own way...” I say softly. The words feel hollow. I wasn’t grieving, I was filling in the gap of losing her with T, I was becoming obsessed with her, she was starting to feel like more than just my best friend. She was my lifeline. “You don’t have to worry about me...” I tell them.

What in the world will he need when all of it was in me, right? Way back when I was young, I thought my life was meaningless and dreary. But that fucking gone when I met him. At first, I thought of him as a sex toy. Just shove my dick, deposit my cum, and leave Keatton alone. But days go on, and years have gone by, damn. My heart started to feel something from him.

He said as he pressed his lips over my forehead, "I never was, not until you came to my life." "There was always this void, this emptiness in my life. I always tried to fill it you know, with girls, with partying, alcohol, work, everything. But that never worked and suddenly you came, and i never felt it again." I swallowed the lump in my throat and closed my eyes trying my best to suppress the tears. His hand went to my chin and lifted up so I can meet his eyes. "I don't have parents; I don't have a family." He said, his expression so serious and kind of pained, "But you're my family Cara."

Felt like the peace I am searching for myself, will only be found when I am on my death bed, but he proved me wrong. He showed that the peace I was searching for is right there inside me, its just I was finding in the outside world, when in reality I had the peace in me, I just didn't bother looking for it. He had my hopes into reality and my years into my smile. He taught me how to Savour every moment of my life. He may kill people for a living, but he gifted me life.

I said to him and he smirked. "Read the last page." He said and I turned the second page to the back. Dear Jaclyn, Ever since I met you, my life has changed. I become brighter, happier, full of spirit and completely filled with love. I never thought having you in my life will have a big impact and a big change. When I'm with you, I feel more alive, more energetic and more happy.

The contentment and happiness I feel in my life are immeasurable, and that shit is because of him. I never thought I’d have this in my life, nor did I ever fucking feel I needed it until enter Reign, my fucking king who brought my entire fucking world alive.