Smile But Crying Novels & Stories

Do I have an incurable disease? What is happening? The curiosity eating at me won't let me stay calm and quiet. Letting my hands off my head, I lay back on the bed and ask. "What happened?" She smiles at me, trail kisses all over my knuckles and forehead without responding. "Did something happen?" I rephrase my question and she shakes her head. "Then why are you crying?" She doesn't reply. Instead, she wipes her tears with the back of her palm, forcing out a smile. If she wasn't crying, I would have thought she looked really proud of me with this smile but I can't comprehend what this really is; crying and smiling at the same time.

But I still try to smile at her. Yes. At least I can still smile even though my heart is crying. Because I don't like to see the pitying glances people

“I’m fine.” I shake my head. I ask again, “Why?” Red sighs, but then he ruffled my hair. “Sometimes people are so happy they just cry.” “People smile when they’re happy,” I tell him. I repeated the exact same words my psychologist told me. One of the exams my psychologist had me coloring faces. One of the faces had a smile. She told me this meant happiness. One of the faces had a frowning face. She told me this was sadness. Then there were other faces with other emotions that I don’t understand. “People cry when they’re sad.”

He tilted my chin up, looking directly into my eyes. “You know,you are kind of ugly when you cry.” I gasp through my tears,my head snapping up. “What?” A grin played on his lips, “ In a cute-ugly way. The kind that makes you look like a sad little meekart.” I didn't know when I burst into a watery soft laugh. He chuckled too brushing hair out of my face. “There she is,”he said. “I was starting to think you have totally lost your smile.”

“Now your smile has grown dimmer.” "You wear your heart on your sleeve and let everyone trample over it." "He made you that way", he exhibited such soulful mourning it made my head spin. “No, Adam, my smile didn’t get dim. It just grew real,” I said, trying to steady the tremor that kept wanting to become sobs. I gathered myself — the way we do in cinemas when the heroine steers the plot from the precipice. “I don’t smile for the sake of smiling now. I smile because I’m happy, not because I’m hiding everything under a mask.”

I added with a forced smile. I'm pretty good with forced smiles, I've been taught to always smile no matter the situation so it's not a big deal for me to always force a believable smile. No one can ever guess if my smile is forced or real and it took years of training to attain such a beautiful perfection. "Your eyes are reddish and we both know that they only redden like that when you're trying hard not to cry, just fucking tell me what's wrong?" She insisted and I rolled my eyes.

Bianca covered half of her face to hide her blushing cheeks and to mumbled "That's so damn cute." "Let's change the topic. Tell me more about yourself." Chased said feeling embarrassed enough. "I like your face. Did you know that when you smile genuinely, your eyes don't squint equally? Your left eye becomes smaller than your right eye. I find that so adorable. But when you smile nervously, your dimple appears deeper? It makes you look cuter." She decided to tease the man one last time. "I said, let's talk about yourself. Stop teasing me with compliments."

He just looked at me like I had said him to jump off the cliff. "Haan???" Stunned he asked again. "Smile.It will relax your muscles.Will erase the huge crease between your eyebrows.Just smile" "I can't" he said fiddling with his fingers on his lap. "Oh comeon.Its so easy just look at me" I made a huge smily face "This" then made a goofy grin "This" Then I put my fingers on both corners of mouth stretching them. His mouth slightly twitched upwards. Omg !! Two big events are going to happen

He released my hand and faced me, wiping his tears. My tears never stopped falling when I looked at him so sad, yet happy. He wiped my tears and finally smiled—the smile of acceptance, and he also blew me away. “Don’t cry, please?” he said with a pleading voice. “Yet you are crying.” I let out a soft laugh.

uff thank god, she agreed, we had our breakfast and went to company, she sat in the couch and started checking the files, I'm staring at her, this is really painful to see her like that, she is the girl who introduced me to emotions, but here she is the one who is being emotionless, it hurts to look at her like that looking at her smile, anyone can forget their worries and smiles automatically but the same face forgotten how to smile, she can't stay silent for a second without messing around, but she is being professional like an expert this hurts me the most suddenly she turned her face and looked towards me, I signaled her to come, she came near me, I pulled her into my lap, she asked "wha