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The Alpha's Chosen

The Alpha's Chosen

“We’ll get him back.” I hold onto that. Because right now, it’s the only thing that feels solid.
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Pieces of Me

Pieces of Me

My mother was clearly reluctant to let it go, but she eventually turned around and left. I was about to follow her when Josie grabbed my arm. Her expression darkened, and there was a hint of uncertainty in her voice.
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Starstruck

Starstruck

shawn winks " Whatever" i say and roll my eyes "Yeah, thats more like it" shawn says and his phone rings so he answers it. "Hey,''.. ..''Can't you do it on your own?'' ... ''Alright. I will come''...''Bye'' shawn says "Who was it?" i ask "My manager. There is a problem with the album i was recording so i have to go. Sorry" he says "Rose , could you please drop her ?" he asks rose
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Stay With Me

Stay With Me

Patricia POV I opened my eyes, and I was back to the real world, I felt a slight headache, I managed to sit up, peering around, to remember where I was, the memory from last night vanished, I only managed to grab some, before they disappeared, while I managed to rearrange the little of the memory I had left, I saw Morris walk into the sitting room, he wore a black shirt that fit into his masculine figure so perfectly, my eyes couldn’t help but notice the visible contours on his chest, PS: even with the shirt. It was as if he was made for the shirt, and the shirt made for him. He definitely wouldn't look out of place in a fashion magazine.
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HEAVEN OUT OF HELL

HEAVEN OUT OF HELL

How to be responsible for his actions. ‘You took my hand and never let it go/ You brought me back to light and saved me from myself…’ the song was saying. Shawn smiled. He pushed her away, hurt her, but she stood there, reaching out to him, offering him shelter against everything that might’ve hurt him.
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Surf1625
Overall, I enjoyed this book with the story of the Graysons &the central story of Isabelle & Shawn. The plot line for them did improve from book 1. It could use some better proofreading & attention to grammar. The Nathaniel kidnapping Stephi bordered on absurd, so basically skimmed that.
PATRICIA POWERS
EXCELLENT!!! Except for a couple of typo errors, this book was amazing. Full of intrigue, suspense, love of characters made this book so great. The preequal to this book is also a great read. Love Emma Swan's books.
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My Mate Rejected Me For His Girlfriend

My Mate Rejected Me For His Girlfriend

Liam held me. Liam adjusted his position, gathering me into his arms while maintaining the supportive contact of the massage. "Let it go," he encouraged, his voice low and steady against my hair. "Whatever you're holding, whatever you need to release—I'm here to catch you. I've always been here, even when I couldn't remember why."
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The Unwanted Bride: Claimed by the Billionaire

The Unwanted Bride: Claimed by the Billionaire

What I read was a warning to stay as far away from him as possible. Shawn arched his brow at my sudden withdrawal. I was about to get off the bed when he held me still by my arm. “Isn’t this the part where you disappear?” I challenged. The crease around his forehead deepened. “What do you mean?” “You fuck me and the next moment you disappear. When did you even get back? Aren’t you not meant to be away for the next ten days or more?” Shawn was about to say something but I interrupted. “And who the hell gave you the permission to touch me?” I tried once more to wriggle myself from his hold but he just wouldn’t let go of me.
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Bukky94
Symplyayisha I just want you to know I am a big fan of your work, you write such a good and captivating stories, they are not too long, no too much difficulties and Ml are not total a**holes, pls keep up the good work, well done ...
mabitsicaroline372
Author can u please try to update everyday or at least five times a week with two chapters or three cause this book is very amazing but it seems like you are dragging it and always let cassie is step mom and stepsister win
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Dangerous Pleasures

Dangerous Pleasures

, please, please don't go" her eyes tearing up like she knew this would end up like this. "No, I'm holding you back this time, I'll never let you go, I'll lock you up. I'll hide you from the world." She was having a mild anxiety attack as her hands shivered and her heart was sinking deep into the fact that her dreams were collapsing, as she too was crumbling down to the floor. Shawn who was holding her to help her stand firm, and his grip so hard over her arms that Jimi knew he was not joking about any of this. Shawn hugs Jimi and comforts her knowing how madly she wanted him.
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HIS RELUCTANT MATE

HIS RELUCTANT MATE

I shouldn't have gotten so mad at him. He was only trying to protect me... "Come back, Shawn," I said softly, feeling weak all over. Shawn stiffened. He slowly turned around to look at me. "Come back to me..." I mumbled slowly.
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Veertje
Hi Granny i was wondering if you already know how many chapters this story will have, approximately? And how often you update? Sorry for asking it but i see you have 3 Ongoing stories including this. And if i'ts over 200 chapters but update is only 1 or 2 a day, it will take forever 2be finished :)
A. D. K.
The story wasn't anything like I thought it would be based on the synopsis, but I really enjoyed it. There were a lot of good twists that kept things interesting, and the side characters were well developed. Stephen and Jared's friendship was so cute!
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Rewrite My Fate

Rewrite My Fate

I lean in just slightly, my voice barely audible. “You don’t own me, Zayn. And you never will.” His hand tightens at my waist, pulling me flush against him. My heart flutters. Suddenly my legs shake under me, unable to hold my weight. I’m about to sink slowly to the floor but Zayn’s grip steadies me. “Wanna test that theory tonight?” He smirks. The song ends. Applause fills the room. We separate just enough to look presentable and perfect, but Zayn’s hand rests on the small of my back, drawing slow circles that sends thrills through me.
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The lyrics of 'Ruin' by Shawn Mendes really hit home for me, especially when I think about the complexities of love and heartbreak. Listening to the song, I can feel the emotion seep through every word. Mendes captures that feeling of vulnerability and desperation—like when you can see the relationship unraveling, and you’re left clinging to the threads of what once was. The chorus, where he talks about wanting to ruin their love but feeling that deep pull towards staying together, speaks volumes about the contradictions of love. It’s almost like the battle between wanting to preserve the good moments while acknowledging the inevitable downsides.

Moreover, the imagery he uses throughout the song resonates with personal experience. There are sounds that really amplify the loneliness he sings about, making me remember times when I felt like I was losing someone important. The line where he expresses that he doesn't want to lose the person he loves, despite their issues, is relatable to anyone who has been in a rocky relationship. It's like Mendes is inviting us into his inner turmoil, which is both refreshing and heartbreaking. It goes beyond just a catchy tune; it's a raw exploration of the fragility of love and connection.

Then there’s the underlying theme of self-awareness. Mendes seems to recognize his flaws and shortcomings, and I appreciate how he doesn't shy away from that. It’s so easy to blame the other person, but he acknowledges his part in the mess. Even though it's painful to listen to, there's a certain beauty in owning one’s mistakes and expressing those honest emotions through music. I think many people can find themselves in these lyrics, reflecting their own struggles and desires, creating a bond between the artist and the listener. Overall, 'Ruin' captures that heartbreaking paradox between love's beauty and its potential for devastation.

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