I Can't Afford To Lose You の小説・ストーリー

Adrian looked at the watch. Hindi nagbago ang expression niya. "No." "Of course." Mara rolled her eyes. "Everything expensive about you has the same answer." "I don't know." "You're lucky." "Why?" "Because you can forget the price of something." Tiningnan niya ito nang diretso. "Most people spend years working just to afford something you probably forgot you own." Adrian looked at his wrist again. "I don't remember buying it." "That's exactly what I'm saying."

He can’t afford to lose them—not anymore. “I wish I could,” bulong niya, pinipilit na ngumiti. “Pero ayokong madamay kayo. Ayokong masaktan nila kayo. Ayokong may mangyaring masama sa inyo.” Huminga siya ng malalim. “Please, don’t make it hard for me, wife.”

"Nay please, help me..." "Wag muna ngayon senyorito, palamigin niyo muna ang isa't-isa." "I can't Nay, p-please I can't afford to lose my wife." his voice broke and the tears won't stop streaming down his face. He looked at me pleading. "Please tell me what to do, Tart. I will do everything for you, just don't leave me." He cried more but I shook my head firmly. All the soft side of me vanished. Wala na akong naramdamang awa o kung anuman para sa kanya.

Hindi pwede, hindi pwedeng mawala na naman sa akin si Ayiesha. Tinalikuran ko sila at umalis sa harapan nila. I can't afford to lost Ayiesha again. I will do my best. Para di umalis si Ayiesha sa bahay at para di ito lumayo. Siguro kailangan kung kunin ang loob ng anak nitong lalaki. But, fuck. How can I do that? Kung di pwedeng nasa iisang lugar kami. Baka mapahamak lang si Ayiesha at worst madamay ang mga bata.

Sagot na rin niya lahat ng gastuhin at wala na akong po-problemahin pa kapag pumayag ako na magpanggap bilang si Kendall. Kaya lang, hindi ko alam kung magagawa ko bang magpanggap bilang apo niya sa harap ng lahat. Pakiramdam ko, hindi ko talaga kaya. Napahilamos ako ng mukha habang nag iisip kung papayag ba ako o hindi. Kapag tumanggi kasi ako sayang ang pera. Tapos ililipat pa si Lola sa magandang ospital. Sayang ang opportunity kapag tumanggi ako.

Chances are always present. If he ever commits infidelity, I don’t think I could ever forgive him. Even if there’s no ‘love’ or any emotional connection between us, we could always end up hurting each other and that is what I am afraid of. Time would not really tell, if what will happen in the future. So, maybe it’ll be better to brace myself for that, just in case. I can not afford to lose myself, at all. I felt someone’s presence behind me. Hindi ko siya nilingon, narinig ko na lamang ang kanyang buntonghininga. His familiar minty scent invaded my senses.

Be my friend, hold me Wrap me up, unfold me I am small and needy Warm me up and breathe me Sunod-sunod ang lagok niya. Napansin siguro siya ni Darryl na nag-iba ang emosyon niya kaya hinawakan nito ang kamay niya. Na para bang sinasabing okay lang, na nandiyan lang ito sa tabi niya. Ouch I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found Yeah I think that I might break Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Saka wala naman talagang ibang dapat makapareha itong si Zhia, kundi ako lang. Zhia, I lost myself. The moment I wear love on my sleeves I have forgotten my real identity. The moment I let it fill my system, it's the only one I'm worrying about. The moment I let you enter my heart I gave you all the right to scarred my poor heart, break it as long as you desire. The moment I vowed loving you, it was the same moment I lost myself. I became an option and you, my sole priority. That's how I really sacrifice to you, MYSELF.

I'm really really sorry alex patawarin mo sana ako patawad kong hindi kita kayang bigyan ng pag mamahal na hinihiling mo "Don't worry isasaisip ko at isasa puso at tatanggapin na hindi talaga ikaw ang para sakin wag kang mag alala mawawala din ito at baka maya maya lang talagang kaibigan lang din ang turing ko sayo baka kasi nag kamali lang ako" tumawa ito ng pagak trying to comfort he's self I'm so proud of you alex

I really miss you.. I'm sorry... Raffy I want to be with you again." Hindi malaman ni Raffy kung ano ang dapat maramdaman ngayon sa narinig mula rito. "Clyde. Lasing ka lang.. Hindi mo alam ang sinasabi mo.." "No... Raffy, I know what I'm talking about... I can't afford to lose our bond.. Raffy.. I can't afford to lose