I Forgot To Be Your Lover 소설 & 이야기

Why do I have to make everything worse by being an idiot! I don’t bother looking behind me to see if he is chasing after me. I have no willpower to even attempt it. All I know is that I am an idiot that can’t decide whether he should fight to keep his lover or let him go. I absolutely do not want to let Kain go, but I can’t bring myself to talk to him about it either.

I whispered. Another pause, then she sighed again, softer this time. "I miss you, Ava. You always loved Christmas. It wasn't the same without you." That did it. The guilt I had been holding back washed over me in full force, leaving me hollow. I had forgotten Christmas. I had forgotten my mother, who had always made sure I felt loved, even when things got rough. "I miss you too, Mom," I murmured, my throat tight. There was a beat of silence, then her voice warmed again. "Then come home soon, okay?"

The ache within me seemed to echo through every part of my being, a poignant reminder of what could never be. He wasn’t my lover, but it felt like a breakup. The emotions swirling inside me were a jumbled mix of grief, loss, and yearning. Though we'd never been romantically involved, the connection I'd felt with him had run deep. Now, it seemed like that connection was severed, leaving me feeling bereft and disoriented. The sense of emptiness was palpable, as if I'd lost something precious. I struggled to put into words the depth of my feelings, but the pain was undeniable.

I wished jack came into my room to make love to me,why couldn't he make love to me,that would have surely made this the perfect date. Then the sound of someone clearing their throat pulled me out of my thoughts, my mate in his all godly form stood in from of me with black eyes,like just read my last thought. Oh shit. "Oh yeah."my mate yelled. "Did you forget something." I asked in a husky voice, trying not control myself from jumping on jacks bones. "Yes Aurora, I forgot to make love to you."

I said, and her facial expression changed. "I was so hurt and devastated thinking you had forgotten me right away, and your love for me was only superficial. So I tried everything to forget you. I went pro in football and tried dating to forget about you, but no matter what I did, you were still the one inside here, Meg," I said as I put my hand over my chest.

I have to let him make love to me no matter what ,I don't care if I like him or not . I don't care if his a stranger or not . I needed to forget them .

"First of all,are you sure why you broke up with your lover?If it can be redeemed, please cherish it.Otherwise, you have to learn o forget.There are many ways to forget someone.You can choose to shift your attention and cultivate a hobby,or you can choose to meet the next better person.No matter what,don't hold any hatred in your heart,because encounter is fate.In the end,we will okay a song that is suitable for this topic today.I hope that all the people who have broken up with each other can find happiness again as soon as possible." Then I heard the chorus of "I was wrong" I mocked myself about my contentious. Why did I begin to feel the same when I listened to this song? That I would fin

That wrecked him. He limped toward me, reaching for my hand. I stepped back like it was nothing. "Mister, keep this up and I'm calling the cops." His eyes were wild, voice cracking as he yelled, "I don't believe you forgot me! Rhea, you said forever! I only forgot you because of that temporary amnesia—but I remember now! I know you're the one I love!" I laughed. Hard. What a clown. Acting like some tragic lover. Would he have "remembered" so fast if I hadn't walked away for good? Doubt it. He'd still be playing house with Juliet and her stupid little props.

STARLIA I come home to another deadbeat, he's using the damn TV again, like he doesn't have that in his gaming room that I danced my leg off for. I hate men, that much I've decided. If not for the sex I wouldn't be around them. Kade is an idiot, top five on the list of men I hate, he pawned me and his girlfriend off to Rocky after gambling way too much away. “Starr, you're home late!” Kade smiles at me, if I hadn't walked in front of the TV he wouldn't have noticed me.

Something in between. Now it all made sense. The coldness. The rejection. The nights I begged for affection. He never loved me. He was never mine. And I was never his. I picked up my phone with shaking hands, pulled my bag closer, and started canceling everything I had planned. The dinner. The surprise. The celebration. There was nothing left to celebrate. Not tonight. Not ever.