I Forgot To Be Your Lover 소설 & 이야기

I wanted to save many lives. But anyway that's not I am going to brag here. This letter is special, I am writing this to you because I can't tell you in person about the things which I want to confess. Zach, I will never be able to say that I love you. Part of my heart will always love Hunter but when I had amnesia, I did love you. Sometimes I wish that I would've never gotten my memories back but then again I am glad that I remember everything. I am always going to hate you for what you did to my family. But my heart knows that it'll always go to beat for you. My hatred is strong but so do my feelings for you.

I tried to dance to the sad heartbreakin songs. You're everything I thought you never we're And nothing like I thought you could've been But still you live inside of me So tell me, how is that? You're the only one I wish I could forget .The only one I love to not forgive And though you break my heart You're the only one On the realisation, it wasn't soothing me at all.I removed the t-shirt I was wearing and limped to Amy's room. I removed the bandage and waited for the bathtub to be filled with water. As soon as it was tull, I got in still listening to my sad songs and begun gulping down the bottle of wine...

“Don’t know. The driver’s vanished into thin air. The cops have their lips sealed and perhaps, my nephew’s death on the side, this is the time to move on.” I chuckle at his words. Getting out of my seat and standing by my glass office wall, my eyes skate over to the buildings on the outside. “She lost our baby. She blames me for the death. There’s no moving on.” Moving on has never been one of my greatest skills. “You have a fiancé, Ryat.” “I also have Rolex watches in my home drawer. What’s your point?” I could compare my love for Irina like I compare the love for my shoes but even that’s too high.

So you just woke up one morning and forgot about me. "Kinda, since the day you left, I knew I wasn't going to be seeing you more often, I just decided to let go, and Khaddy told me you had a boyfriend then. So that was it, i forgot until the day we became in-laws again. It came back, and it left, until the day I met Amani. And it came back again until the day I started living with your stubborn ass, there is always something different about you, that one would love to know more."

I don't want to be like this anymore, I don't want to chase him anymore, I'll let him remember alone, did he really can remember me? Did he really want to remember me? Well, it's not my problem anymore I've had enough with him. Even, if it's breaking my heart I sigh I tried my very best for him to remember me but I failed. How can I help him to remember me when he always spend time with Loreane and now he suddenly act like that. It's hurting me whenever Loreane is around him and I felt jealous because she can make him smile, she can see the smile that I can no longer see, she can hold his hands and she can spend time with him. While me, I'm here waiting for him to remember me and him don't c

This is the fiftieth reminder. Want to be one but I can’t… To love you but I can’t… Kiss your heart but I can’t… You want a psycho but I ain’t one… God, I hate this song so much, I could vomit. ‘I’m going to end the call now, Joy.’ I turned back to the blue sky. ‘I’ll text you after I’ve checked in my luggage, okay?’ She said bye and hung up. Earn you a lover…. But I can’t….

About the house we built but now it's empty. It seems like it never exists. I forgot the address and how it looked like, but I remember your face very well. I used to think about escaping this cruel world and I told my new lover, you made me stay. My lover looked at me with fear burning his eyes as he spoke, "Do you still have pieces of him left inside your closet?" I can't help but to lie. I dodged his stares but I look back, to stop his eyes from burning.

I had never felt something like this before Life had always kept me at peace You came and opened the doors of pain And gifted me with solitude Your poison tainted my heart Leaving it in complete darkness And instead of forgetting you I ended up loving you even more And now you're here Watching me suffer Tell me, how should I go about forgetting Your kisses and erasing you forever From myself From myself From myself From myself I knew it the moment I saw you Loving you was going to hurt me deeply