I Guess I'll Die Novels & Stories

The day I die Will be The greatest night When I’m free I’ve tried to stay alive But I feel dead inside And you cant stop the actions that I speak Follow me on tik tok for spoilers and updates https://www.tiktok.com/@dragonladydavis?_t=8Wg4MiRTlyY&_r=1

Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else That I'd fallen for a lie? You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now you'll never see me cry There's just no time to die - Billie Eilish Lyana How to start something I don't even know how to talk about, the worst taking over and the abstraction of happiness moving further and further away in search of a safe place to hide from everything, from so much dirt.

“Without you, every day is unbearable. “Cece, I’m sorry for hurting you. But I loved you. I still do. “I once prayed to God, begging Him to let you live. And if you didn’t, I asked Him to take me with you. He heard my prayer.” I could no longer speak. Tears streamed down my face. Love made people foolish. It could make someone lose their sense of self. Maybe this was the best ending for us. I reached out and held his hand after stealing one last glance at him. The rhythmic beeping echoed through the room. Then, it stretched into one long, unbroken sound. As it did, we both closed our eyes. I felt weightless. I felt as if I was floating. When I saw Lily bawling as she held me, I knew I was al

I run and never looked back. ***** I am the top of the hill looking down at the height and water. Will I die if I jump? Will all the pain end? Will I be happier in the afterlife? I stretch out my right leg and I hear a voice behind me. "Let us jump. I can't live a day without you, so if you die I die", Aiden's voice becomes audible and I am silent. He is the last person I want to hear from. "Here me out please and if you want to fall then I will fall with y-"

But I might as well be climbing for the moon. My head banging with the effort, my throat aching, my mind clouding, I lie, inert. Do not go gentle into that good night... Rage, rage against the dying of the light... I could be angry perhaps. To die here. Like this. I never thought I would die in my bed. Much more likely I'd be gunned down. Or knifed perhaps. I'm not as young as I was. It could only be a matter of time before someone younger and faster took me down.

It was beige and appeared to be for infants. "Wow," I exclaimed. "Give this to my future nephews and nieces so they remember me," I said as I looked at her. "Don't say that Niah," I told her. She gave me a sad smile and shook her head. "I've already accepted it; I'm not going to last any longer." My head shook. What's the big deal? Why is she quitting? "Niah Florentina, what are you saying? You'll be fine, right?" I said as I exited the room.

They dismissed my concerns as an overreaction. They lived carelessly, yet it was my life that had ended. The steel rebars pierced through my chest. The blood froze onto the rebars. Every breath felt like my body was being sliced open. I desperately reached for my phone and called Lamont repeatedly until my battery died. He never answered even one call.

The even more frustrating part is that I don't know why Im like this. I groaned and buried my face in my hands then mumbled to myself "Maybe Im sick..." A thought hit me causing me to remove my hands from my face. I gasped out loud and said "OH SHIT! AM I DYING!?"

My legs nearly fail to keep me upright. I'm going to die tonight. I swear I won't make it till tomorrow. I will die!

He said, way too exhausted, "Why didn't you?" I shook my head with a small smile, "I told you, I don't run away." "Then why you're not fighting me back?" I shook it again, "I would never fight you." His throat bobbed, "Then you will die." I sighed, "I am not scared of death," I took a few steps forward, "Believe me, this life hurts hell a lot more."