Novel & Cerita I Keep Breathing Love

“Everything is fine.” I didn’t even realize I wasn’t breathing until he pointed it out. “Lisa, baby,” he murmurs, his tone filled with gentle reassurance. “You need to stay with me. Just listen to my voice, okay? Breathe. Breathe for me.” He takes a deep breath, demonstrating for me, and I find myself mirroring his movements. Slowly but surely, my breathing steadies. The tightness in my chest loosens, and I can finally inhale deeply on my own.

Finally, he asked me “WHY DID YOU LIE ABOUT YOURSELF? WHY THERE WAS A NEED TO LIE, EVEN TO ME? WHAT WAS MY MISTAKE? WHY DO YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS? DID YOU EVER LOVE ME? WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU?” I could feel his voice getting hoaxed in the end and his eyes swelled up with water.

I needed to rest but what I needed to do more was cleaning the apartment although it seemed to have already been cleaned, I still had to do my own cleaning just to be on the safe side. I sat on the sofa, with my airpods on listening to Everything I wanted by Billie Eilish, It got me thinking if I wanted the Job or not. My apartment smelt of lavender, the cool air from the air conditioner caressing my skin, I felt beautiful for a moment, there was this urge to go look at the mirror, that maybe I'd beautiful if I took a thorough look at myself. I placed the airpods in the case and quickly stood up.

I lay my love on you🎶🎵 It's all I want to do🎶🎵 Every time I breathe I feel brand new🎶🎵 Kinuha ko ang dalawa niyang kamay at inilagay 'yon sa magkabilang leeg ko. Ang aking kaliwang kamay naman ay nakalagay sa bewang n'ya habang ang kanang kamay ko ay nakahawak sa mikropono. You open up my heart🎶🎵

Jack said quietly. “How?!” I screamed, my voice cracking. “How do you forget the person who taught you how to breathe? How do you un-love someone who is written into your very DNA? If you have the cure for this, Jack, tell me. Because loving him feels like dying in slow motion, and I don't think I have enough of me left to survive another day of it.”

She looks like a glass doll that might shatter if I breathe too hard. I cross the floor, my heavy boots thudding against the floorboards. I slide onto the edge of the mattress. The wood groans under my weight. I grab her hand. It feels like an icicle. I press her cold knuckles against my lips. My chest tightens, a hot pressure building behind my eyes, but I swallow it down. I refuse to cry in front of her. "Hey, princess," I whisper. Her fingers remain limp in mine. "I know you can hear me. I probably sound like a broken record by now. I don't care. I need you to know I love you. I miss you so much it hurts to breathe."

"Jasmine, then be good to me one more time. Give me a title, won't you?" The loud sound of a kiss was especially clear in the night. The kissing slowly grew passionate, grew hotter, turned into breathless moans that drifted into my ears on the evening breeze. All night long, I curled up beneath the tree, listening to the sounds from next door, and numbly closed my eyes. Soon. Only five more days.

- I understand that but I really have to know what I should expect. - In that precise moment you will know and also then you will need to find me so I can teach you how to control it. The more intense is your love for that man the harder to control will become your power of fire. - Don’t worry, I will come to you. But what if I never fall in love? - Well, then the fire within you will stay hidden. - That is good to know… - Now, if you will excuse me, it is not my intention to send you away, but I have some business to take care of.

And love her, with every breath, for every lifetime. — Aiden

My breathing holds in my lungs, and my world vanishes. “I love you more than that too. I love you since I learned how to love other than my family, and I didn’t realize that I love more than I’ve ever loved anyone. I was broken, too when I pushed you away, but I was so stubborn until it was already too late. I love you so much, Trinity.”