I Know I Deserve More I Just Never Said It Novels & Stories

After today and everything I've been through, i think I deserve to At least do that. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“Let me explain.” “You don’t have to explain anymore. That says it all. The moment you chose to break me — that means Iwasn’t enough. I’m so fed up with the betrayals.” “I’m sorry. It just happened. I’m just sorry for breaking your heart.” “So, do you love her more than you love me?” “I’m sorry.” “That’s enough. That’s all I have to know. Let’s just end things here.” “Celine, you cannot drive.” “I know. Just go now. Someone’s going to fetch me.”

Every mistake I had ever made. She deserved so much more than me.

"Yes. You don't deserve me. You deserve much more better than me." "You don't know what I deserve. I deserve love, true one. Have I told you how much you mean to me, about all the happiness you bring? Have I told you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me? You bring light into my world of complete blackness. You're everything to me, Kerik. Why can't you see this?" He spoke with so much spark in his eyes, every of his words coming out as real as it'll ever be.

“I always found that sentence weird. How can you fall in love with the same person a second time when you’re already in love? I know what it means, but it was weird. Now I feel it. You deserve the world. And honestly, you deserve a better, stronger man.” “I deserve you.” I correct him, and he laughs. “Let me finish. You deserve a better, stronger man, one who can give you all the happiness you deserve. I hope I’m that man, and if I’m not, if I’m lacking in any way, I can fix it. I will fix it. It’s you and me forever.” I giggled and pushed him away. “You’re insane.” My eyes rolled, and I sat up. “Do you want something to eat?”

“Well you can say that I deserve it, cause whatever that is happening to me right now is exactly what I deserve, I did something very bad and I'm paying for it” “Is it that bad?” “Very bad, you can say that I broke someone trust and now Karma is dealing with me, and I like the punishment cause I deserve it and so much more” “Don't you think you're being too harsh on yourself?” “No, I'm not, I clearly deserve it” “No, everybody actually deserves a second chance” “You think so?” “I know so”

he put his forhead on my forhead not before giving me a kiss. "do you think i can live without you, only god knows how difficult it was to say those things ...how could i live without my jan you are my life my everything i love you so much you have no idea " "if it was hard why you even said those things ." i looked up in his eyes. HE again cleaned the tears from my cheeks. "i thought i didn,t desreve you "i put my finger on his lips . "don,t ever say that , you deserve me more than anything "

“Not with me. I don’t… I don’t deserve that.” “Don’t be ridiculous.” I leaned forward, elbows on the table, because distance felt mean and because there was nowhere else to put the heat inside me. “You deserve to be wanted. Maybe not by me, or maybe by me, but deserving isn’t earned by purity. It’s earned by being someone who wakes up and keeps trying.” She laughed again, short and disbelieving. “Are you quoting a self-help book now?”

“For who, you? Because I know this is not for me.” “For the both of us, you deserve better than me. You deserve a man who will love you truly, and that man cannot be me.” My greatest fear growing up was dying without love, and the next was ending up like my parents. I couldn’t imagine spending an eternity stuck with someone I didn’t love or want to be with, but that was where I was headed. “Do not tell me what you think I deserve; I know what I deserve, and that's you.” She said, her face paled the next second as if she had just realised the truth. “This is about Imela, isn’t it?”

Her eyes mist over, her lips tremble. — Don't cry, I say softly. — I'm not crying. — You're going to cry. — No. — Yes. She laughs, and a tear falls. I wipe it with my thumb. Her skin is so soft under my finger. — It's too much, she says. — Nothing is too much for you. — I don't deserve... — Hush. I put my finger on her lips. I feel their warmth, their softness. — Never say that. Never think that. You deserve everything. You deserve the world. And I will give it to you.