Novel & Cerita I Know I Deserve More I Just Never Said It

he uttered, still looking at me. “But…” He shook his head, “That you don’t deserve it?” My lips parted when I heard him say what I was exactly thinking—I didn’t deserve all these grand gestures for him… I mean, he could do better than me. Because seriously… I would probably just screw up his ‘good boy image. “Fuck whoever made you feel like you don’t deserve anything in this world,” he uttered, still maintaining a safe space between the both of us. “If I know someone who deserves more than what she should have, that’s you, Kath.”

Damien broke it first, looking nervous. Way too nervous. “I don’t deserve you,” he said. “I don’t deserve all this.” I hesitated. “I know.” He sighed, glancing at the floor. “Would it be pushing my luck if I ask for more.” “Depends on what’s being asked,” the words came out sharper than I intended. “You.” “What?” I blinked. “I’m asking for you,” he said. “I know I don’t deserve it, but I believe in second chances.”

She pressed her hand to her chest, "Why can't you do that for Alex, for Natalie, for anyone that you care about." She knew why. Because I believe that I don't deserve any of them. "I don't want to hear more of I am a monster or more of I don't deserve goodness in my life," She knew me well, "No more I deserve to die," She added, "From now on, you will start to believe in yourself, you will go after what you want, you will be confident in your strength and only then, only then you will be able to win over him."

” I dug my head In on his chest, ” I don’t deserve it,” I said ”That's not your decision to make.” He responded meaning every word.

“You know you’re very pretty and pretty people shouldn’t cry, especially you.” “I can’t help it. I just had to let it all out.” “What ain’t you telling me.” “I don’t deserve you.” “Who told you that.” What a good way to twitch the subject away from the main issue at hand. She hadn’t thought she was gonna blurt it all out, that she was gonna die. It just slips out of her mouth. “Someone doesn’t have to tell me.” “You shouldn’t think about anything like that. We ain’t perfect. I don’t deserve you either. C’mon babe.” He pulled her in a hug again.

The only one I want, I can't have. " I am a sick man, she deserves better. " I say to myself. Maybe if I can say it often enough, I would believe it and stop dreaming about her.

In the second he looks away all I can think about are all my fears resurfacing quickly and the words he had said… ‘you deserve a whole lot more’. “No I don’t.” I whisper under my breath.

I said as I sobbed my way through my words. “Why?” DK asked and I could hear the hurt and the anger in his voice. I held his face between my hands as I looked at this wonderful man in front of me. “Because you deserve so much more,” I said. “I’m not sure I can ever give you what you deserve.”

You all deserve it but you don't deserve to have to fight for it. XOXO - KittyKitKat

I shrieked, startling even Broddi, who flinched at my outburst. "When will you see you're not giving yourself enough credit," Broddi said, grabbing my shoulders and forcefully tugging me toward him, his icy blue eyes boring into mine, "You are an amazingly wonderful person, and if anything, I don't deserve you. Don't ever tell yourself that you don't deserve me just because you think you aren't good enough. If you weren't good enough, I wouldn't have told you that I loved you." I turned away, despite Broddi's heartwarming words, "You're just so handsome and flawless, and perfect, and strong. How am I supposed to tell myself, a broken, destroyed boy with many flaws, that I deserve someone as