I'm In Trouble I'm An Addict Novels & Stories

, he urged as his voice shook. "You're......", I gulped. A smile of expectation appeared on his face. "You're my worst addiction, Abraham", I confessed. "Someone who destroys me gradually still gives me the peace I want. And I can't help consuming you enough, I can't stop myself let you consume me", my eyes burnt as he joined his forehead with mine.

I replied rather grumpy while tying the knot on my tie. “No one else knows.” She responded softly. “BULL SHIT! EVERY ONE KNOWS! WASN’T THERE A VIDEO DOING ROUNDS FOUR WEEKS AGO OF WHAT I REALLY AM?” I yelled at her. “What are you?” she replied softly. “I’m a fucking addict. And I’d be damned if I keep lying to myself.” I replied, a tad harsher than I intended, but she smiled and said. “That, my dear Andy, is the first step to healing, is admitting you have a problem.”

It was too much and it needed a release. I shook my head and backed away. I grabbed the back of my head trying to close that door in my head but I couldn't... One door closed, another got opened and everything rushed in, every voice, every image, every fucked up memory I tried to hard to suppress..They all surfaced and the only thing I saw behind my closed eyelids was the blood, dripping slowly from my hand. It was a disease. An addiction. It was my own fucked up drug. It was like cancer that ate and fed. The only difference is that this doesn't have a cure. Since childhood, this was my only way to get rid of the pain. Toxic and unhealthy, I know. But it's the only way.

He stared at her " your one in this world that we belong to , when I saw you at first.. You seemed lost somewhere far in the sea and I wanted to retrieve you.. To get a hold of you You came as a treasure to me" he seemed lost of words on how to explain himself. He was never the romantic type but with her he was ready to try. "Am addicted to you and am deep in to it" he added and her lips displayed a beautiful smile that got him also smiling

"shhh baby, relax. I'm not going to do anything." I let out a cry of relief which turn into a full-blown sob. Austin's hands wrapped around me from behind letting me cry. I was breaking and I have no one else to help, so l did the only thing I could do to get comfort. I hugged him back sobbing my sadness away. I was so miserable. Austin didn't say anything as he let me cry to my heart's content. Weak, pathetic, and helpless, these words describe me precisely. Why did I become his sick obsession? I had a beautiful life, why did he have to ruin it? He abused me and threatened me with the people I care about.

And she refused to get close to him too, something that made him very mad. He hated the fact that she was keeping her distance. He made it compulsory for the three of them to have breakfast together every morning, as an excuse to see her every day at least but Jade refused to show up the last two times. “There's this insane feeling I get every time I take cocaine to an extreme limit. I got to understand that nothing in this world could ever give me that bliss and that is why I became so addicted to it.” He gulped down the alcohol until it burned down his throat.

She said making a sound of "p" "Then say goodbye to McDonald's then!" I said . I don't want to blackmail her but she need to take her meds in a right time. For God sake I am a doctor! "But Sissy! It's gross and eww! It taste bitter and yucky! " She said while wave her hand to me. "Even though it's yucky and eww you said! But still you need to drink your med in a right time. !" "But sis! Can I just have a medicine that's yummy and delicious!" She whine at me

“How can my mate… my mate… be my enemy? No, no, this can’t be happening. The Moon God wouldn’t do this to me!” Tears welled in her eyes, blurring her vision. She turned and ran to her room, collapsing onto her bed, burying her face in the soft covers as sobs wracked her body. “I searched for my mate… my whole life, I searched,” she choked out between cries. “And now he’s here, standing before me… but I can’t accept him. I can’t, because he’s my enemy. He came here to kill, not to claim me.”

She teased and he chuckled. "You love me like that. Don't lie. You like the whole of me and I'm obsessed with the whole of you, addicted even." He said, quietly and she could feel the breeze around her too. Her heart skipped a bit at his phone confession. "I'm addicted to you, Bella Mia. Fuçkin addicted, and I hate the thought of being set free from this addiction. Cage me like a bird on your palm with your fingers, I don't mind. I would do anything for you. No matter what."

I stare at Pete in shock, my vision begins to blur, “How could you do this to me?” “I trusted you” I shrink at him. “No! no! no! This can’t be happening” I say in panic. I turn to stare at the empty cup of orange juice. I have always stayed away from anything drugs; I don’t want to end up like my mum. She could never resist a good time and drugs were always included. She had a boyfriend that got her hooked and although she tries to hide it , she is addicted. It’s one of the reasons she can’t stay single for long, she needs money to feed her addiction and working is not an option.