I'm Loser Novels & Stories

I collapsed at one point and vomited everything I ate. "What the hell, man? Piss off!" A man who looked like the bouncer, dragged my drunk ass away. When he pushed me on the ground, I leaned against the wall and laughed maniacally with tears falling from my eyes. "I'm a loser. I'm a fucking loser." I chanted over and over again and felt like I was losing my mind. "If I can't have her back, then what is the point of everything I did? Of everything I've been through? What is the point of living?"

It read: If that’s not the definition of a loser, then what is? Tbc...

All that showing off, the bragging about the apartment, the way he made it sound like he ran the place—only for me to find out he didn’t even have a proper room? Just a bag and some stories? I felt stupid. And more than that, I felt disappointed. Not because he didn’t have much, but because he acted like he did. I hate that. I hate when people try to be what they’re not. What’s so wrong with just being real? ahhh...

I was unsure if I had misunderstood, but I could sense some arrogance in his words. “There’s no evidence.” I took a sip of tea and smiled indifferently. “This is very serious. We grew up together and you’re considered my elder brother, and your lover just got taken advantage of. Of course I can’t ignore it.” “Brother?” He was stunned. He attempted to smile, but it was bitter. “You really treat me as an elder brother?” I got Adam to search every part of the city, and he finally found the man whom Mandy claimed had ruined her.

Just distance. "Because I don't want any of it anymore," I said. "Your victory is just a pile of trash. If you want it so badly, hold onto it. Don't drop it." I turned and walked into my apartment building, leaving her shouting, crying, and cursing behind me. Olivia thought taking something meant winning. She would never understand that real strength wasn't about stealing someone else's life. It was about letting go and building a better one of your own. Six months later, my career was thriving. I had been promoted into management, and my annual income had passed the seven-figure mark.

"I'm sorry baby…I shouldn't have spoken to you like that…it's just that when I found out you were with a boy I didn't know how to react. I know it pisses you off when I'm so insecure about our feelings but I can't help it, Emma… I'm a loser. I'm scared of losing you. I have this feeling of insecurity deep inside me that doesn't leave me alone for years and that's why I've never had a romantic relationship with anyone before you. First, because I no longer fell in love and then because I'm someone..." I put my hand on Michael's lips to keep him from continuing to belittle himself. It was heartbreaking, I felt my heart twist in horrible pain as those words were said by the most amazing boy to

Now you standbyyere and deny me! How could you deny your best friend, How could you?” she scolded in a mocking tone, making her friends laugh out loud as they all teased and mocked me. It hurt to know that I was once that pathetic loser who depended on this arrogant bitch for love and support. I’m a pathetic loser, I was such a fool.

When Mom's eyes paused at my bedroom door, I hurriedly explained myself as if I'd just been caught red-handed. "I didn't mean to die on purpose, Mom! I'm also sorry for making a mess in the house. I'm sorry, Mom, I promise that I…" I trailed off sadly before adding, "I can't clean up after myself anymore. I… I'm dead now…" Mom stood at my closed bedroom door, speaking in a nonchalant tone. "How dare you not come out to greet me after knowing that I'd come back? You think you're all grown up now, don't you? You've got a fine temper now, don't you? Is that how you behave with your mother now?

Holy shit… my loss. I lost him.

I said and pulled his hand a little while he moved his head up and I could see some tears dropping down from his eyes. “Aiden, it’s okay…” I said and caressed his arms while he sniffled and looked at me. “I am sorry, I failed…” He said and looked away, blinking his eyes rapidly. “Aiden, what are you saying…” I started and tried to look him in the eye. “Emily, I failed you, I failed my friends…” He turned to me and looked me in the eye before adding, “I’m a loser...” “No, Aiden, why would you say that? You’re not a loser. You are a fighter… You tried to protect me…” I started.