Novel & Cerita I Never Fear Death Or Dying

, he said calmly. "They've killed everyone in my family, I'm next, they're going to come for me", never in my life have I thought that I would be scared of dying, I always thought I could stand in the middle of a running train and not be scared of dying, but after tasting a hint of happiness, I wanna live...I want to live long enough to enjoy every moment of happiness that I never got to enjoy.

"Go ahead, he's right there." Aria's eyes followed my gesture, and she erupted, her eyes bulging with fury. "Noelle, that's a hearse! It's meant for the dead. How could you put my son in there? "Have you no humanity? After all the kindness my son showed you!" Feigning confusion, I met Aria's gaze. "Mom, what are you talking about? Hearses are for the dead, and isn't your son, well, dead? I don't see the issue."

“Yeah. Just... I can’t get my head around her words. How fucking calm she is about death.” Rich tilts his head, eyes gleaming with interest. “What do you mean?” I hesitate before repeating it. “She told me that death is amazing. Until you’ve touched it, you have no idea how free it can be. Then she robbed me and left me a note saying, ‘Death doesn’t scare me, Jace, and when someone doesn’t fear death, they have nothing to live for.’” Rich doesn’t react at first. He just watches me, his smirk dimming slightly as he processes my words. Then, he lets out a slow, thoughtful breath.

I don’t know how much time had passed. I was still holding Dad’s drained body in a pool of rose-colored water. My eyes were swollen from crying. Two figures appear in front of me. They were speaking, but words, sounds, nothing was coming through. One of them knelt in front of me. He took my face in both his hands. His lips were moving but it seems like I am listening to them from underwater. Maybe I died too. Drowned in my tears and joined Dad and Mom. Can you die from crying too much? Dehydrate yourself to the point of no return? I think that’s what happened to me.

Although aborting me was supposed to be a better choice. 'Won't you feel bad if they'll die?' Kaia wondered. 'Death isn't as scary as it sounds, Kaia. Everyone will die eventually when the time comes, and if my parents die at the hand of Nicholas—then they're pardoned for a far worst life experience ahead,' I reassure, despite being unconvinced by what I said. The idea of death, the fear of it, haunts everyone. Everyone dies, and most of the creatures are afraid of it. But I see death as a beginning of a new life.

You're stronger than this. There was one thing in this world that I was most afraid of, and that's death. I'm scared of everything related to death. I hate going to funerals. I hate the sad people who go to funerals. I hate the dress code. I hate how people look at each other with mixed emotions. I was afraid that he would get to me first and kill me with no remorse or mercy. Can't you believe it? I small bitch like me, talking all high and almighty is actually afraid of the big bad wolf?

I froze, unable to breathe the air caught in my throat. The gun mouth was towards me, any second he'd trigger the gun. A bullet will pass through me, The first time I see my death so close... Just a blink of an eye away and I will be in the dark abyss without any pain, any guilt, any memory and any fear. I wasn't afraid of death. I find death more peaceful than living a life like mine, living in fear and shadow. I shut my eyes tightly.

frightening Not having the ability to move your own body, not having the ability to perform just like what you used to do… not having enough time to finish the things that you wanted… ‘I didn’t know that dying with actually knowing you would die would be this scary. It is not as if I am afraid to die. It is just that… the things about where I would be sent is uncertain. Whether I can still live inside that dimension or not. But… still, Kriston… I did what I can. If I can’t finish it. It is up to you. No matter what happens, please… tell my mother how happy I am to know that she is still alive. That, it is a wonderful thing that she is not dead. I mean it'

To be honest, I had no idea, but I knew one thing at that moment—something inside me had finally snapped, and I had gone completely insane. “So why don’t you just do us both a favor and end this pathetic life of mine already? If I died, everything would finally be over, so just go ahead and do it.” The corner of my lips curled into a mocking sneer. “Or do you think I’d be afraid of death if you threatened me with it?” I laughed bitterly, wiping away the tears that had already begun to fall. “No, Hades. I am not afraid of dying. I should have died a long time ago. When you’ve been close to death so many times, fear stops existing. I embraced death a long time ago, so just stop this and get it

Fear grips me like a vice, every breath a struggle against the rising panic. AJ and Sofia exchange anxious glances, mirroring the fear painted on my face. The reality of our predicament sinks in, the fact that we are hunted, cornered, with the threat of death looming ever closer. As the footsteps draw nearer, my thoughts jumble into a chaotic rollercoaster. The chilling realisation that this might be the end draws at my consciousness. A fear that I have never felt before, one that I never thought I would ever feel overcomes me. I am not afraid of dying, I am afraid of dying without revealing the truth.