Novel & Cerita I Thought You Loved Me

I should be angry and throwing a tantrum, but I am surprised and still come and not angry, just a bit disappointed, though. 'Am sorry I didn't tell. I knew you would disagree. You are so proud, but I want you to be okay. Somewhere I can see you every day and know you are really fine. Steph, you know that I care about you so much that you are always on my mind. Life without you is becoming hard for me. I wish you could just give me a chance to be there for you. To love and cherish you. Please say yes to me. Be my girlfriend.'

I was brushing my hair in front of my mirror when a small knock landed on my door. I snapped around to look at the door, wondering who could be knocking. “What do you want??” “It’s me, my love. It’s dad. Do you mind opening…” “No! No, dad. I’m not gonna do that.” I replied, turning back to the mirror. “You know I love you, right? I really do, and you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are the most important thing in my life. Trust me, my love.” Dad’s voice sounded soothing, apologetic.

I say as I felt myself gradually fuming up. " but it's the truth. I love you" " ohh please" " ohk fine I get I hurt you and you do not want to listen to me,but can we find sometime to talk please?' I hear him say while pleading to me with his eyes but I was not about to let that sway me.

I love him no matter what. OH, MY GOD, I yelled inside my mind and got out of the shower. I was still in thought but moving around the bathroom grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my body. I can’t believe I said that I love him. Did I say I love him no matter what? Yes, I did. I can't lie to myself. It’s done, you can’t take it back Avery I thought too. I am thinking how they would think how stupid, and weirdo, I am.

I love you. *I love you.*

"I love you too" ----------------------------

I loved the idea of spending each of my days with you I just love the thought of opening my eyes in the morning and the first thing I see will be you It would be a dream come true to be welcomed in your arms But why did you have to go too soon? Why now? I hate you

He brushed past me and peep at Ryder as well for only a brief moment with a deep sigh before turning to face me. "I didn't think you would care. I'm even shocked to see you here. How did you find out. Did you follow me here?" "What? Is that what you think of me? That I didn't care about him?, well you are wrong if you think so. I have never cared for anyone like I do Ryder and if am here then it's because I fucking more than care for him" My lower lips trembled with rage as I said those words. How could he even think that. I get that, I have been totally mean to him but that's not enough reason for him to think that I don't care.

Never knew it was just me loving you more than my own self and not the other way round. What a fool you have made out of me. ........................................................ # Day 15 There was a day when I thought I would never get tired of saying 'I love you', I thought nothing could ever change that, nothing. I thought it would always be like that. I have heard relationships break apart, I just never thought it would happen to us. I mean it's us, We were ment for each other, isn't it? Oh, how wrong I was. ........................................................ # Day 16

A faint smear of lipstick near my collarbone No. Not lipstick. Too dark. I touch it. It doesn’t smear. Teeth. My breath leaves me slowly. This wasn’t gentle. This wasn’t soft. I was hungry. And I can’t remember a second of it. Anger starts to burn through the fog. Not at the marks. In the blank space in my head. I grip the sink harder. Think. I remember leaning against the bar. I remember someone stepping into my space without asking permission. “You look bored,” a voice had said.