Novel & Cerita I Was The First I Have Seen Everything

"That is why you are cold and distant. You are afraid they will find out." "Yes." "And that is why you chose me. Because I could see you. The only person who could see you when no one else could." "Yes." He looked at me. His eyes were raw and open in a way I had never seen before. "You were the first person in years who looked at me and actually saw me. Not the Alpha. Not the power. Not the title. Just me." My throat tightened. I understood now. The coldness. The distance. The way he had pushed me away and pulled me back. He was terrified. Not of me. Of what I meant. Of what it meant to be seen.

At first I just sat on the edge of the bed thinking maybe if I stayed still long enough, everything would settle again. Everywhere suddenly became quiet. It was like my mind had been stripped of background noise it had always relied on without me noticing. Then the memories started. At first I thought it was just the usual fragments again. The kind that hit randomly since Blackridge and the Hollow and everything underneath it started collapsing into one truth at a time. But this wasn’t fragments. This was everything. It hit all at once like something inside my skull had been unlocked violently. The First Kingdom came first. Not ruins.

The eyes of a close minded man and is not afraid of everything. "T-Tell me everything," I whispered. "Tell me the reason of everything. Tell me why I came up to this... Tell me, why did I live? I wish I did not live in this cruel world." I live to suffer and to be blamed to everything I did not even do.

But for the first time… I don’t feel completely alone. -o0o-

I glanced at him suspiciously, but before I could finish my sentence, he interrupted me "It's your first time" Unable to believe my ears, I opened my mouth in an O shape, my heart filled with joy, but my expression stared back at him, shaking my head slightly. Just wanted to confirm it again. A feeling of happiness spreads throughout the cell. "It's me for you, everything is for you, the first is also the last"

She had slept soundly the previous night. "Oh my goodness! Who is this woman?!" she exclaimed when she saw her reflection in the mirror next to her. She quickly positioned herself to face the mirror. "Dear God, why do I look so fresh like this?" she praised herself while examining every inch of her face. Her words made her smile, and her mood changed to happiness.

she whispered as the first tear fell. “I should’ve put the puzzle together by now. I knew something was wrong but I never thought he was abusing you. I should’ve figured it out because my mom did the same to me. I, above anyone, should’ve seen the signs. It’s just a part of my life I’ve blocked out.”

A message from an unknown number lit up the screen: "I saw everything. Don’t think this will stay hidden."

And for the first time since everything began… I meant it.

But the one I had chosen. And for the first time That felt like everything. The End.