Science fiction: The believable impossibilities
But I shouldn't blame myself; I should search for a way of living forever as it's the greatest pleasure.
I am conversant with illness; I have schzirpheena, as you believe. But despite it being an illness, I have a desire to live. An extreme passion to live. Live as though no one will. Life is dear to me, too, especially after knowing that after Earth, almost nothing exists, not even virtue, to be happy or adjusted. Just the end. Just the end drives me crazy.