Novel & Cerita Intimacy With God

Ngunit hindi ko maitatanggi ang pagkakaroon ko ng kakaibang koneksyon sa kanya. Nang magtama ang aming mga mata, may isang hindi maipaliwanag na tensyon na umabot sa amin, isang uri ng intimacy na hindi namin kayang ipaliwanag sa mga salita. Naglakad siya patungo sa aking lamesa, ang mga hakbang niya ay matatag at tiyak, pero may isang bagay sa bawat galaw niya na nagpapakaba sa akin. Habang naglalakad siya patungo sa akin, ramdam ko ang isang hindi mabilang na kuryente na gumagalaw sa pagitan namin—isang lakas na hindi ko kayang labanan.

"Prayers strengthen one's heart and faith, Quaro." He crossed his arms across his chest. "Elaborate." "You pray not because you wanted your wish to come true. Prayer is first and foremost a conversation between you and God. By praying, you gain strength. You realize that the world does not begin and end with you. You feel inspired to take steps of faith. And by praying, Quaro, you trust that God is with you." Kirsten then shook her head in disbelief. "I never expected you mistook God as Santa Claus who grants wishes."

Kabado ako, at hindi ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. How many times have I been intimate with her since our first night together? I've lost count. I adore her and sharing that physical connection with her is the most wonderful experience I could ask for. I don't believe I could ever give it up. She's like a drug, so captivating and addictive.

Hindi niya alam kung dahil ba sa hiya o sa paraan ng pagtitig nito sa kanya. Nakita na nito ang pinakaunang gabi niya bilang babae. At mas nakakahiya na mukhang napansin din nitong wala siyang gaanong karanasan. Sa loob ng tatlong taon nila ni Benedict ay halos walang intimacy sa pagitan nila. Palaging busy ang lalaki. Palaging trabaho. Palaging meetings. At higit sa lahat ay pinapanatili nito ang imahe nitong “perfect gentleman” sa harapan niya.

Hindi rin nakatulong na hindi mawala sa isip ko ang mga nangyari ng nagdaang gabi. It was my first time being intimate on that level with a man. Matagal man ang naging relasyon namin ni Francis pero kailanman hindi umabot sa ganoon ang intimacy naming dalawa. Sure he kisses me and I do, too. But what I felt last night with Lideon's touch and kisses was different.

We were still not completely fine but I guess… we were okay now. The breakfast and my entire day went well. Sinamahan na naman ako ni Alekhine sa pagsisimba. Hindi ko maiwasang matuwa habang iniisip na para bang naging bonding na namin iyong dalawa. I am not exactly a religious person, but I grew up in a very God-fearing family. That explained why I treasured stories and films that have something to do with God and have taught me more about faith in Him. I can clearly recall when my father said that something really beautiful happens when you put God at the center of your relationship, mapa-familial man ‘yan o romantic love. You just have to have faith in Him in meeting the right one, in men

Dapat ay may sanggol na siya sa kaniyang bisig ngayon na pinagpupuyatan. Namalayan ko na lang, ilang buwan na rin palang wala si Pauline. Time flies so fast. Maayos naman kaming mag-asawa but when it comes to intimacy, ganoon pa rin at walang pagbabago. I still can’t do it and I am starting to think that there’s something wrong with me. Ang hirap palang maging intimate sa asawa mo kapag wala sa kondisyon ang isip at puso mo.

“Completely. Always.” Her fingers gripped me, nails barely grazing, as she tilted her head back, offering herself fully. Not as a first time, but as someone who had already trusted me, who had already given herself to me countless times in quiet moments, in playful touches, in passionate whispers. This was intimacy evolved: familiar, confident, demanding and giving in equal measure. I shifted slightly, exploring slowly, deliberately. Every movement was known, remembered, anticipated. She moaned softly, a low, melodic sound that made my chest tighten.

The prayer at the Hour of Mercy when said regularly makes us start having a personal, direct contact with Jesus because it tells us to: meditate upon His Mercy revealed in the Passion, address to Him in a direct manner, like to a very close person, and, it tells us, for the sake of the merits of His Passion, to entreat Him for the graces necessary for us and the world. I was in the middle of contemplating and praying when I suddenly felt something moist and soft on my lips. When I opened my eyes, I was shook by what I saw. This guy... This Aquilino guy is kissing me! What is happening?!

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