Is Jealousy A Sin Novels & Stories

ani ni Felicia na inalis ang tingin kay Jahaziel. "You may have forgotten, but you knew perfectly well: ever since I learned he was Father’s bastard child with a hostess, every bit of anger I held toward him shifted entirely onto him. He is nothing but the living proof of our father’s sin, and the very sight of him reminds me exactly how much my mother suffered because of it. And more than that—he always got under my skin, especially where you were concerned." pahayag ni Jahaziel na agad ikinabalik ng tingin ni Felicia dito. "A-Ako? Ba-Bakit nasali ako?"turo ni Felicia sa kaniyang sarili.

Dahil lang sa pagmamahal mo sa isang tao ay makakagawa ka talaga ng isang bagay na kahit kailan ay hindi mo naisip na gagawin mo. Naisip ko na rin iyan. At akala ko'y ganun lang kadali, pero hindi pala. I even question Wade about, why do men cheat? Kung ako mismo sa sarili ko ay alam kung bakit nagagawa nila ang mga bagay na iyon. And it is because, they choose to be tempted by it. And it will strengthen by the burning desire of their being. Most especially, their wicked heart. Ngayon ay naiintindihan ko na. That both cheating and being a Mistress is a choice and not a fate nor destiny.

Sinulyapan niya ako bago maupo sa tabi ko, “That should erase your jealousy over Jami, since you’re the only woman I kissed like this.” Seryoso ba siya?! Sasapakin ko ‘to.

Nagtama ang aming mga tingin at doon ko nakita ang seyosong tingin sa akin ng kaibigan ko. I was raised in a strict and ethical family. Meron akong malaking takot sa Diyos. If I defy one sin before, having sex without getting married, I won’t dare to add another sin by killing an innocent child inside me. My conscience can’t take that. Maaaring naguguluhan pa ako ngayon sa nangyayari sa akin pero kahit kalian hindi sumagi sa isip ko ang ipalaglag ang anak ko. Hindi niya kasalanan na nabuo siya, ang tanging kasalanan lang dito ay ang pagiging marupok ko na hinayaan kong ma-angkin ako ng isang estranghero.

Ang silid ay tila maliit sa dami ng init at galit na nararamdaman niya. "Edi magpaligaya siya ng ibang babae!" She even whispered. Hindi pa rin maalis sa isip ang bawat sinabi ni Paul sa kanya! Alam naman ni Dia na hindi dapat siya makararamdam ng ganito dahil hindi naman siya girlfriend ni Paul, pero hindi niya maiwasang magselos at magalit. She could feel the heat of jealousy burning in her chest as she imagined Paul’s experiences with other women, thinking about how he enjoys every encounter he has had in bed with them, and it made her blood boil.

This is a sin. But then again, I'm just in love. I love Zach. I love him enough for me to be a sinner.