Breaking My Heart Again Novels & Stories

Ashley POV It's been three weeks since Kevyn and I broke up. Inaamin ko na hindi naging madali sa akin ang bagay na 'yon, sa araw araw na lumilipas ay pinapatay ako sa sakit pero kailangan kung maging matatag para sa sarili ko. Ang hirap na dati kasama ko siya palagi pero ngayon ay mag isa na lang ako. Pero siguro gano'n talaga ang buhay, kung hindi kayo para sa isa't isa ay gagawa ang tadhana na maghiwalay kayo even in a painful way.

Hindi siguro kami hahantong sa ganito, hindi siguro kami maghihiwalay at hindi ako makakaramdam ng kahit na anong takot na mahalin sya ulit. Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise. So casually cruel in the name of being honest. I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here 'Cause I remember it all, all, all... too well. And maybe he's just here to break me again. Tinatry nya siguro kung hanggang saan ang tibay ko sa kanya. Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it

Trust me: I've been broken before. Don't break me again. I am delicate. Please, don't break my heart. Trust me, I've been broken before. Nagsimulang tumulo ang masaganang luha sa gilid ng mata ko. Every lyric seems to crash inside of me. I decided to turn it off before I burst into tears. I just made my way back into the kitchen and started eating again. With every bite, I felt like I was pouring out the pain and hatred.

Ngumiti ako sa aking ama. ♪ As the smoke clears I awaken And untangle you from me Would it make you Feel better To watch me while I bleed All my windows Still are broken But I'm standing on my feet... You can take everything I have You can break everything I am Like I'm made of glass Like I'm made of paper Go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground Like a skyscraper♪ I winked at Evron when he did not even blink while I'm singing.

Nagawa pa rin niyang iparamdam na nandoon pa rin siya para sa kaniya, na kahit nandiyan si Janna, mahalaga pa rin siya at hindi pa niya iniisip na isuko siya. Just give me a reason Just a little bit's enough Just a second we're not broken just bent And we can learn to love again I never stopped You're still written in the scars on my heart You're not broken just bent And we can learn to love again Sabay silang kumanta sa chorus na iyon. Palakpakan ang lahat dahil daman-dama at halata sa mukha ng dalawa na isinasapuso nila ang kanilang kinakanta.

Para akong naiihi na iwan sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na pakiramdam. Tatakbo na ba ako palabas? 'Di kaya ako magmumukhang katawa-tawa? Sh*t.. Biglang sumakit ang ulo ko. Kaagad akong napahawak doon at marahang hinilot ang aking sentido. Nalintikan na talaga, masasapak kita ng wala sa oras Luigi ka! I'll never break your heart (I'll never, I'll never, I'll never, I'll never)

Inasahan ko ng rock music ang pipiliin niya. Broken this fragile thing now And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason Mangha lang akong napatitig sa kanya. Malawak ang kanyang ngiti habang kumakanta. Halatang mahal niya ang ginagawa. I feel so broken up And I give up I just want to tell you so you know He is now banging his head like crazy. I bit my lower lip to control myself burst into laughter.

hard and deep. Bumagsak ang balikat ko at napaupo ako sa p’westo ko. Nasa likod pa rin ako ng column at hindi ko alam kung ilang minuto o oras na ang nakalipas pero nanatili ako roon. Because I can’t move. My head is aching and so is my heart. My heart is breaking and I know I deserve that. This is exactly what I deserve. Afraid that someone might notice me crying here, I wipe my tears.

Muli siyang tumalikod at muling hinawakan ang doorknob bago padabog na binuksan ang pinto. Para naman akong nataranta nang tuluyan ng bumukas ang pinto. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko at patakbo akong yumakap mula sa kanyang likuran na kinatigil niya sa akmang paglabas. "Don't go… P-Papayag ka ba kung sasabihin kong m-magsimula tayong muli? I promise this time I won't break your heart again, Drex."

Napatitig pa ito nang matagal doon bago nag-aalangan na ibigay sa kanya. Agad niyang kinuha iyon. Nahagip pa ng mata niya ang nakaburda sa corner ng panyo pero hindi niya na pinansin iyon. Marahas niyang pinunas iyon sa luha niya. “It’s not a simple puppy love now that I’m crying like this, right?” “Ravi…you’re too young. Yes, now, you’re crying, but I know you’ll get over this jȇrk in no time. You’re strong—“