Novel & Cerita Just Want To Be Left Alone

I know I'm beautiful But, I know I'm ugly too I'm slowly loosing all the self love which I manged to gathered... I wish I could share it But it's there someone willing to listen it? And not judge me? I don't want advice... I just want someone to listen it I'm scared to be alone But to scared to ask for companion Im Trying my level best to stop it.. But I just don't how to do it... I feel like I'm slipping into depression and there's no one out to see it..

I wasn't going to have that. "Mr Knight, I'm not comfortable working while someone is present in the same room as me. I find it peaceful to work alone. I hope you can respect that." I stated. " If you find that communication is going to be a problem, then what are the phones and computers in this office for? But if you still think that it will be a problem for you, I'll work on the same floor, but not in the same room as you. That way I can come to you to discuss anything as well. Either that, or I'm walking out of this building right now." Wow, where did I suddenly get so much confidence to say no to Ashton Knight in his own office.

‘Are you okay? ‘I want to be alone.’ I repeated, and with that the mindlink went silent, allowing me to block all further attempts at mindlinks, stopping anyone else from reaching out to me. I did not want to speak to anyone else. I wanted to be alone. I needed to be alone. I needed spce.

"I want to be alone." My shoulder dropped. "What are you saying?" "I need time for myself to think. I want to be alone right now." "As soon as you wake up, you want me gone?! NO WAY, AYA!" She raised her hand to stop me from talking or maybe shouting. "It's nearly midnight, and my beastly nature will come out. I need this time for myself. I hope you respect me." "Why are you casting me away again?" "I just said the reason why." "Is that really all? I don't believe you. I know you missed me too. I know you want me to stay in your-"

A Week Later ' just fucking' that word has been planted in my head since last week and the more it expands the more I feel like I'm gonna die. I don't wanna believe it anyway but when I get angry and something pops on my head whether good or bad it remains printed in it for a long time. arggggghhh. I know this is a lie, Remi loves me, doesn't he okay maybe this loneliness is having an effect on me . it's been hours since Remi's gone to work like 7 hours ago and I've been and still jobless . I do not feel like watching that damn tv or feel like stuffing my face with food . An idea just pop into my head

Please don't say anything, leave me alone and just go. I'm not in the mood to scream at him right now. I just want to be alone. That can only help me to come out of this situation. I don't want to say anything to him. I hope he understands my silence.

I just want to be left the fuck alone. But the truth is, I’m already in it. And I’m not getting out. Not now. Not after everything.

Jane exclaimed. I chuckled, feeling my cheeks heat up at the mention of marriage with Traian, "No, but I hope we get to that” I quickly added before they gave their comments on my first statement, “What I am trying to say is, I planned to leave. Go with someplace and stay there for some time..... alone" I emphasized the word 'alone'. My mom and Jane quickly asked, shocked, "Why?" "I want to start over again but this time alone. I want to know myself better and sort my feelings out. I want to explore more outside of my comfort zone. You know how I always travel with a companion"

Never again. Never again I will let anyone get close to me unless I want to. No more, let’s try and see if it works shit! Probably I am supposed to be alone. I think to myself with a strange sense of angst. Little did I know someone was there for me too.

Then he crosses the room in a few quick steps and pulls me into his arms. I freeze, my body going rigid against his chest. "I don't need this," I say, trying to push away from him. My hands press against his chest but he doesn't budge. "I don't need anyone's pity or consolation." "Cathy," he says softly, but I shake my head violently. "No, I mean it. I don't need you to feel sorry for me. I don't need you trying to fix this or make me feel better. I just need..." My voice cracks and I hate myself for it. "I just need everyone to leave me alone."