Novel & Cerita Just Want To Be Left Alone

I just want to be left the fuck alone. But the truth is, I’m already in it. And I’m not getting out. Not now. Not after everything.

Jane exclaimed. I chuckled, feeling my cheeks heat up at the mention of marriage with Traian, "No, but I hope we get to that” I quickly added before they gave their comments on my first statement, “What I am trying to say is, I planned to leave. Go with someplace and stay there for some time..... alone" I emphasized the word 'alone'. My mom and Jane quickly asked, shocked, "Why?" "I want to start over again but this time alone. I want to know myself better and sort my feelings out. I want to explore more outside of my comfort zone. You know how I always travel with a companion"

Maria rested her forehead in her right palm out of annoyance before she closed the door and walked to sit beside her mum. “Till when do you wish to continue this way, Maria?” her mum looks really serious and she could see that. “I just want to be alone. I just everyone to leave me be while I stay on my own. I have no reason to live and nothing else matters to me anymore!” she let out the words as though she had been waiting all her life to say them.

Never again. Never again I will let anyone get close to me unless I want to. No more, let’s try and see if it works shit! Probably I am supposed to be alone. I think to myself with a strange sense of angst. Little did I know someone was there for me too.

Then he crosses the room in a few quick steps and pulls me into his arms. I freeze, my body going rigid against his chest. "I don't need this," I say, trying to push away from him. My hands press against his chest but he doesn't budge. "I don't need anyone's pity or consolation." "Cathy," he says softly, but I shake my head violently. "No, I mean it. I don't need you to feel sorry for me. I don't need you trying to fix this or make me feel better. I just need..." My voice cracks and I hate myself for it. "I just need everyone to leave me alone."

“I will forgive you but right now, I just want to be alone.” I wanted to remain with my thoughts and rethink every piece of information I had gathered. To be continued…!

"Now leave me alone." . TBC

I ignore the mess of the party and I follow Alana into Zee's room. She tells me I should sleep for a while and calm down, but really I just cry in his bed until the sun starts to rise. This is it, it's really over. Zee left, he gave up on me. And he kept his word, he left me alone,all alone. But now I'm realizing that I don't want that. I don't want him to leave me alone. I want... to be happy, damn it. And I don’t know if I’d be able to be happy if I don’t have him. It sounds impossible.

"If you wouldn't come to me, then I should come to you." I let out a frustrated sigh, feeling a surge of annoyance at his persistence. "You're so unbelievable," I said, my voice rising slightly. "If I didn't answer your call, you should know I want to be left alone, in my own space." I emphasized the last words, hoping he would understand my need for solitude.

“Zoey, don’t,” “I just need to be alone right now,” I said, stepping back. My voice wasn’t loud, but it was final.