Just Want To Be Left Alone Novels & Stories

“I will forgive you but right now, I just want to be alone.” I wanted to remain with my thoughts and rethink every piece of information I had gathered. To be continued…!

I ignore the mess of the party and I follow Alana into Zee's room. She tells me I should sleep for a while and calm down, but really I just cry in his bed until the sun starts to rise. This is it, it's really over. Zee left, he gave up on me. And he kept his word, he left me alone,all alone. But now I'm realizing that I don't want that. I don't want him to leave me alone. I want... to be happy, damn it. And I don’t know if I’d be able to be happy if I don’t have him. It sounds impossible.

“Zoey, don’t,” “I just need to be alone right now,” I said, stepping back. My voice wasn’t loud, but it was final.

"Okay. No home then what do you want to do? Do you want a hotel?" I stared at him. The alcohol was making my thoughts sluggish, weepy. I felt incredibly, crushingly lonely. "I need company," I confessed, my voice cracking. "I just... I don't want to be alone right now. If I'm alone, I'll start screaming and I won't stop."

Tears threatened to spill, hot and insistent, but I refused to let them fall. Finn immediately reached out again, steadying me, but I shook my head fiercely, holding myself together. "I don't need your help," I said, sharper than intended. "Just… leave me alone, Finn." "Please, Maya," he said gently, "I am here. You don't have to go through this alone. Let me help…" "I said leave me alone…" I took a step backward, putting distance between us. "I… I don't need you or anyone. I want to be on my own."

Anger and frustration swirl inside me, a storm I cannot seem to escape. This is why I left. This is why I ran away. I do not want their pity. I do not want their apologies. I do not want anyone trying to convince me to do something I do not want to do. All I want is to be left alone. Alone until the baby arrives. Alone until I can hold my son in my arms and know, without a doubt, that he is safe and real and mine.

"I just really needed some space to think, and it’s getting incredibly crowded in here lately. I just needed to clear my head." Tiana’s posture immediately shrank, a flash of deep guilt crossing her beautiful features. "Oh. I'm sorry, Ben. I really didn’t mean to overstep by staying here tonight..." she muttered softly, looking down at her hands. "You haven’t overstepped, Tia, please don’t worry about that at all," I corrected her quickly, my voice softening instantly. The last thing I wanted was for her to leave. "I just needed some breathing room from him. You know what he's like. Too much Greg is just... too much, you know?"

no matter what did they say, Hikari just stays silent. "Hey, a girl shouldn't be alone in a place like this. want me to be by your side? I don't actually care about it since you-" "No, please. I'm done with everything that just happens in this world. So, just leave me alone." "You didn't need to be shy about it. I know you were lonely. I can help you."

From overwhelming relief. "I am alone," Alone whispered. "I am singular. I am individual. I am myself. Only myself. No others inside. No incompatible consciousnesses sharing my being. No constant warfare. Just me. Just alone. Just singular. I am myself. Finally. After twenty-three years. I am myself again. I am alone. And alone is beautiful. And alone is precious. And alone is exactly what I need. I am alone. Finally. Completely. Blessedly. I am alone." The second consciousness stood separate. Named themselves Peace.

He knew that something is wrong with me and he knew why. "What do you want me to do?" He asked and that made me look up to him. He raised his eyebrows and I shook my head. "I want to be alone, please just leave me alone for now." I said and I walked pass him to grab my car key. "Throw that bike away for me." I said before getting into my car. I opened the basement door and drove my car out. I drove out from the headquarters back to my house. I need to be alone.