Just Want To Be Left Alone の小説・ストーリー

My hands hung by my side as I forced myself to look unbothered. “Just leave Kieran I want to be alone,” Just like I asked he walked away, just like I wanted so why did I feel utterly rubbish being alone?

“I'm not giving any excuses. I'm just asking for privacy. Leave my study. I want to be alone.” He's asking me to leave…???

she replied. “What do you want to do?” She didn’t hesitate this time. “I want to be left alone.”

I was already feeling really sensitive about this whole thing. "You know what you people should do?" I got up and opened the door for them, "Get out of here and leave me alone." I was in a desperate need of 'me time' at the moment. "You don't have to be so rude." Zayn frowned but they didn't resist and left me alone. I immediately plopped on the couch and pinched the space in between my brows. "Please don't make it hard for me." I wished and I don't think I can do anything other than this right now.

It has nothing to do with me! Can they just leave me fucking alone?

"I don't want to speak to anyone. please leave me alone." I could hear the desperation in my voice, and I knew Ethan could too. It was obvious that I was crying, that I was broken and shattered into a million pieces. I didn't want to talk to anyone, didn't want to face anyone, didn't want to exist. I just wanted to be left alone, to wallow in my pain and try to make sense of the betrayal that had been dealt to me. "Please, Ethan, just leave me alone." I repeated, my voice cracking with emotion.

She finally asks. "Somewhere we can be alone." Is all I say. I really needed five minutes alone with my mate right now.

I don't even know what he'd say. I don't want to think about it. I just want to be alone. All by myself. Don't I deserve that much? What does a guy have to do to forget about things for a while?

So here's a thing, people lie, they are disrespectful, they wear masks, and they turn to be a bit tiring to me. A lot of people don't get it, that as a loner when I am around people I feel mentally and physically exhausted and I not only want to be alone, I also sometimes need to be alone to get my energy and sanity back. My family calls me weird, but being alone is my source of energy and being around people takes that energy away. This is not a joke, my family even knows so they end up telling me to leave and go back into my room where I will get my alone time.

"I can't. I shouldn't. I won't eat dinner." "You've got to get healthy. Look at you. You've turned so skinny. It's not good for you." "I don't care. I don't want to eat anything. I just want to be alone." "Good luck with that because I'm not planning on leaving you alone from now on, well except when you really need some space because in that case, I'll understand." "God, Julie. Don't make this difficult for me. Go to Ethan. I'll be fine on my own."