Novel & Cerita Just Want To Be Left Alone

As I'm staring at the wall I hear the door open. I can't bring myself to see who walked in. Being alone is my new life now. I don't want my hopes up when someone comes to drag me out of the room, only to be left alone in the end. The door closes with a loud click and feet make their way towards me. I close my eyes in an attempt to stop the temptation of looking to see who's here. Please just leave me alone.

I snapped, sounding as pathetic as I felt. "Can I get you something?" Mom asked. "Do you want us to do something?" maybe something for you to eat? Or that we call someone to keep him company? I shook my head. - I'm not hungry. And now I want to be alone for a while. This is how my life would be from now on, so I might as well go getting used to it. As I dragged myself out of the room, barely able to lift my feet, I heard Theresa say quietly:

I want him far away from me. Once again I was alone in my misery. I don't want to run mad with the whole boredom thing. I need to get a walk all the time so I don't run mad. I let out a sigh and hugged myself as if my life depends on it.

I said, turning to leave. She hugged me from behind. I sighed deeply, wanting to lie beside her until she fell asleep, but I knew I needed to be alone. I gently removed her hands from my waist and faced her. “I just need a moment alone. You can come see me in my room later,” I told her. “But…” she started to argue, but I cut her off. “I want to be alone,” I almost shouted, but I held myself back, then walked away without looking back. I knew I sounded like a jerk, but I just needed that privacy.

Once broken, it can’t be mended with tears alone. And I’m starting to get tired of being the one who always makes room… for someone who hasn’t let go of the past. *** I left without saying much to anyone. I just left a short message for Rachel, saying that I need some time. I’m not running away cause I just need to breathe. I left a sticky note on the refrigerator for Matt, telling him that we need space. If you still want to talk later, I’m not going anywhere. But right now, I need to be alone.

“I want to be alone. Get away from me.” My voice cracked, breaking into an ugly sob. “I want to be alone… please… leave me alone… leave me… alone.”

Each person eats alone, lives alone… as if we are strangers under one roof. So please, act like me, or they will notice. I am a quiet person. I do not like getting close to my family. I spend most of my time alone… without friends, without real connections just me and my silence. It may sound sad, but it is easier than trying to belong to something that does not give you a place. Take care of yourself.

And I can do so much better. And in all honesty, I don't even feel like I need anyone in my life anymore. Well, except for my parents of course. I have learned to appreciate solitude, where I can work for myself, please myself, make myself happy and not have to think about pleasing anybody at all. And as selfish as that might sound, I am just done with dealing with people. I want to deal with myself and myself only.

"I'm fine, Jennie. I... slipped, that's all." She looked unsure, concerned. "Is there anything I can help with?" I shook my head, waving her off. "I want to be alone for a while. Please cancel all my plans for the rest of the day." Jennie hesitated, then slowly closed the door behind her. Leaving me alone amidst the mess I had created. What was wrong with me?

I Said. Kern shook his head. "You never know what they are going to accept just to be with you Anya. Like me, I am sure that they will be willing to put up with anything just to be with you!" Kern said. I shook my head. I didn't really believe that. But all of the thinking was setting to give me an headache. I just wanted to be left alone. "I just....I have no idea what is going on. I just want to be left alone. I have already told you want I can tell you. Can I leave now?" I asked him.