Novel & Cerita Just Want To Be Left Alone

"Not now Walter please.. not now please." "I just want to..." "No... and I mean NO.. leave me alone..." "Just.." I put my lap top inthe car and shut the door so much. I was fucken messed up and he was just adding up to that. "No dude... leave me the fuck alone and I mean this. Stop it!" He walked closer to my car looking like he wasn't even listening to what I just said. "Can you just hear me out.." I shook my head, "no YOU hear ME out Walter.. I do not want you.. leave me alone please.."

I wanted to disappear, go to a place where no one knew me and love by myself. Lead myself with the excitements of risks, not just protecting parks. I wanted to run away. There I said it. “I don't want anything from both of you. Just leave me alone please” I begged, my voice shaky. They both looked broken when I said it but I didn't regret it. “I'm tired of it all," I said, closing my eyes.

’ 'go away brother, we could talk tomorrow, not today, I just need to be left alone,' 'fine, I am sorry for being too harsh on you but I am just looking out for you, I don’t want you getting hurt and I don’t want to lose you, I don’t want to go through the pain Sydney is going through, maybe I am being selfish but you and mother are all I got…’ I huffed, my eyes were already clouded ‘I understood but I want to be left alone…’

It was honestly too much for me to bear up with . I need a break , a break away from everyone , l want to live alone per now . While sadly packing up their stuff , the text that Bella sent me played in my mind . " Am gonna do it , at least a weekend is enough " , l inwardly murmured to myself .

“Don’t what the fuck me. I have a sat phone.” He sighed. “I’m sorry. Your actions worried me so much, baby. I need to know what it is that you want to achieve.” “I wanna be left alone until I figure out what to do with my life, and you’re not good at giving me the space I need.” “Fine. We will get out of your hair by tomorrow. You won’t see me anymore until you’re ready.”

"You should. Also, you are too skinny, and you need to eat something." "Just stop. You sound like Tyson and that is the last person I want to think about." "So, you tell me what you want to talk about." "Nothing. I want to be left the hell alone." "Ya well I'm not going anywhere." "Just go. I don't want to see anyone right now."

It was nice having someone care for me for a change, but I wasn't prepared to allow that warmth in. "I appreciate it, but I really just want to be left alone right now," I insisted, trying to sound resolute. I heard him took a deep a breath and said,” Okay,”

My hands hung by my side as I forced myself to look unbothered. “Just leave Kieran I want to be alone,” Just like I asked he walked away, just like I wanted so why did I feel utterly rubbish being alone?

“I'm not giving any excuses. I'm just asking for privacy. Leave my study. I want to be alone.” He's asking me to leave…???

I was already feeling really sensitive about this whole thing. "You know what you people should do?" I got up and opened the door for them, "Get out of here and leave me alone." I was in a desperate need of 'me time' at the moment. "You don't have to be so rude." Zayn frowned but they didn't resist and left me alone. I immediately plopped on the couch and pinched the space in between my brows. "Please don't make it hard for me." I wished and I don't think I can do anything other than this right now.