Just Want To Be Left Alone 소설 & 이야기

"If you really want to make things right, there's only one thing you can do for me." "Anything. I'll do anything." "Leave me alone. Stay far away from me. Don't come back. Don't call. Don't send messages. Just… let me live my life. Without you in it." She stared at me. Her lips parted. "No," she whispered. "No, I can't do that. I can't just—" "You have to." My voice was final. There was no anger in it. No sadness. Just a quiet, unshakable certainty. "This is the only way you can help me now. By leaving me alone."

I waited until she completely disappeared from my sight and then headed home, cringing as my mobile began to vibrate again. God that's enough... I like to be alone. I love the peace, the silence and the serenity that it brings, away from the crowd, far away from the stupid business meetings and functions and media and press and all that shit. Being alone is tranquiling. Sean thinks I am weird but he doesn't understand my need to be alone. Neither do I, if I am being honest. Its...its just a need.

I think we both could use some breathing space to get some perspective and a break from the constant fighting. I am so done with all of this and want to hibernate and be left alone for a little while.

I don’t want any company, I just need a peace of mind, alone. “ No Ella, just get me a cab. I will be fine.” I shake my head, honestly I want to be there alone.

But I just wanted to be alone. " Just go back, I want to he alone!" I yelled as I started up my pace and started running. " Ma'am..." I heard him call after me, but I wanted to think, I wanted to cry, I wanted to yell at the world, I couldn't do that with a person by my side. I need a place where I could be alone, don't know where that would be, but definitely not here and not in Ethan's mansion.

"I'm allowed to keep my feelings to myself." "What do you want then?". Dad questions tiredly. "Right now... I want to be left alone." I answer. "I don't want any maid to bring me food or anything. I just want to be alone." "Alright." He gets up and walks to the door. "Will you be up for a game of basketball later?". "I don't think so." I say. "Maybe tomorrow." "Okay." The door opens and closes behind him when he leaves. ~~~~

I hissed, gritting my teeth. He chuckled huskily. It was a quick chuckle. "Why?" I did not miss the amusement in his voice. I swallowed hard. "Just leave me alone. P-Please. I want to be alone..." I whispered, begging him. "No. I am not going to leave you here alone." His voice was filled with determination. "Just leave me alone!" I raised my voice. "No. I will take you home now. Come on. You need to get proper rest..."

"Yes." "Then leave me alone. That's all I'm asking for. If you truly love me and want to see me happy, then leave me alone. Stop showing up randomly at my house, and stop ruining everything. Please, let me live my life. I don't belong to you, or anyone. I'm not an object. If you're truly sorry for hurting me, then just leave. Leave and never come back." I pulled away, the cold breeze hitting my skin, making me shiver. "Don't call me. Don't text me. Don't stalk me. Just, leave. Forget that I exist. I'll forget that you do. That's all I ask for."

As I'm staring at the wall I hear the door open. I can't bring myself to see who walked in. Being alone is my new life now. I don't want my hopes up when someone comes to drag me out of the room, only to be left alone in the end. The door closes with a loud click and feet make their way towards me. I close my eyes in an attempt to stop the temptation of looking to see who's here. Please just leave me alone.

“I’m good, thanks. Honestly.” He edges over. “It’s no bother. Do you…we can talk? If it would help.” “Actually, Boris. That’s really kind of you, but I’d like to be alone for a while.” He stares at me as though he struggles to understand. “But, Yasmine said to—” “I don’t give a shit about what Yasmine said!” I snap and start shaking. They’re only looking out for me, but I want to exist my way. “Sorry,” I apologize. “I just need this afternoon to myself. Tomorrow we can go back to normal.”