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“Love is not irritable or touchy. Love does not hold grudges and will hardly notice when others do it wrong.” I guess Joeff doesn’t love his family that much for him to be able to do this. He is just feeding is selfishness right now. Be full of your Karma because of this selfishness Joeff. Your Karma will come…And Lord, I am praying for me and my brother…if you have light punishment…I am willing to accept that…because I am fully aware that this is not right, then I just tolerate it. But as you know I am just doing this because the world is so unfair. Many people are suffering because of the wrong doings of bad people. Being in this kind of situation oh... I just hope everything gets better

I was also not in situation. Why am I even alive?? Why allah didn't took me instead of her?? Why?? Why?? Why?? My life became a hell after she left us. I am dieing every moment. Mom says that allah chooses good things for good people and bad things for bad people. Am I that bad?? Don't I deserve happiness?? I also want to live my life normally. Bohot akela kar diya hai Mere apno ne mujhe. Samajh nahi aata main bura hu

I shrugged, saying whatever was on my mind. "What did you say? You think whatever I did was reasonable?" He asked, widening his eyes as if he couldn't believe his ears. "Yeah. I mean, you did all of that for your love. You didn't know the truth, and no one ever tried to tell you about it either. So what you did was kind of reasoned given how you loved your mate soo much, and it was kind of unfair to you that you didn’t found your mate even after soo many years. Carla was like a ray of hope you were hanging on. I get it. Honestly, we all have committed some kinds of sins or other, but aren't the gods who put us in this situation responsible for that?

Yet everyone wants to feel that illusion and live in it. My karma. It is pathetic to even think about love. Maybe I don't really deserve love. I don't deserve kindness. I don't deserve to be understood. I don't deserve compassion. It is for maybe for some people. I'm not meant to get those. I think God created me while thinking about all flaws people should have. That's why maybe I am flawed. In an awful way.

I’m sorry, mom, if necklaces never suit me. Sometimes, I ask God why he let this happen to me? I have been a good son and human in this cruel world. I did everything to please those people I loved. But, why am I receiving punishment instead? Was my goodness not enough? Letting my last tear flow, I kicked the chair I used to climb above. I am so fed up with my life. I always wonder what I did wrong why God has so much problems thrown unto me? Is there really God? I felt my throat tighten. My toes curled. And seconds went by, my heart slowly ceased and my hands started to feel light.

I want you to be those insignificant things in my life. Because you so aren't worth it. ............................................... #Day 4 Sometimes I just wonder maybe it was me who was not able to gain your trust, but then I ask this simple question to myself how I could have done thing differently.. you know what answer I get, nothing...nothing at all. Because I gave you my everything so there wasn't pretty much more left to do. So stop making me feel miserable and make me blame myself for evey damn thing. It's your fucking fault and you should be the one suffering, Isn't it? I am tired of hearing that life is not fair to some. What is god for, then?

And I did it all by the book, no more or no less than that. I have a right to have a child. I love my son with every atom of my being, but I want more. I deserve more. And I know that I am not being selfish or arrogant when I say this. I have been serving my role dutifully for aeons; not once did I complain. I did not complain even when punishing and executing took an emotional toll on me. I am tired of despair and sadness. I am tired of being surrounded with beasts, debauchery and malice. Don’t I have the right to be happy and to feel loved? I am also a god, and my role feels like everything but not godly. It feels like a burden and punishment. And I have no reason to be punished. My only s

“If you excuse their behavior, they’re just going to always walk all over you.” “Or fight and till be walked over?” I add, not wanting to sound pessimistic, but it is a fact. Doing anything still hasn’t helped. “What if you’re just not using the right means? Maybe you need some kind of higher power to get back at them, you know - a way that they have no choice but to answer for their crimes.” Something like that doesn’t possibly exist. Everyone higher all answers to Artemis, or believe that humans don’t belong. The entire system is rigged against me and there’s no possible way for me.

“Anything on your mind” “Not necessarily,” she shrugged. “ I was just thinking about how unfair life can be sometimes and then there is love” she took another sip and placed it down yet again. “I know right? That is just the way of the world you know. You can’t just sit around and expect everything to be fair to you. Somethings are just naturally unfair and in other to change that for yourself you gotta act up” “I would have to agree with you on this one, Zavier. I used to have this strong belief in Karma but I can see it is slowly beginning to fade away. I think if eventually Karma exist, then it choose what to act on and what not to”

That makes me tend To my Allah. The best prayer is one when you seek help from Allah when you are pain. So pain is good.Pain is what makes us human not God -The Almighty....