Lose You To Love Me Book นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Him and everything. Her cheeks turned more red the more she re-think about what happened. Ray. Raylan. Her RayRay… Finally, she is able to meet him after months apart. This longing inside her heart starts to melt. She can't find the right words to express what she's feeling at the moment. All that she knows is her heart now full with happiness. It sparks and it shines. Just like that, she can't go back to sleep. Little did she know, inside the opposite room, there's a man who also shares the same feeling. And he can't go back to sleep either.

"It was never going to matter. I could have been anyone. I was just — convenient. I was quiet and I was there and I didn't ask for things he wasn't willing to give." "Corinna." Her mother's voice broke slightly on the name. Just slightly. "I'm not saying it to be sad about it." Corinna turned to face her fully. "I'm saying it because I need to understand it. I need to look at it clearly so I never do it again." Her jaw was set. Her eyes were dry. "I hid everything I am for that man. I walked away from this —" she gestured at the office, the view, all of it "— because I wanted to be loved as a person. Not a fortune. Not a name." A beat. "And he still couldn't do it."

Castellora, Santoria. "You're the illegitimate daughter. So what does that make your kid?" Dante Locatelli looked at the pregnancy test in my hand. I froze. "What's that supposed to mean?" "Means he's illegitimate too, babe." Before I could even breathe, he kept going. "You're my side chick now. I'm marrying your sister. She's the real Ambrosi daughter. She actually fits my life." "What about me? What about our baby?" He lifted a brow, that cocky little smirk sliding onto his face. "If you can be illegitimate, why can't he?"

Maybe I was already gone. I looked at him, and I saw it all in his eyes. The confusion. The hurt. The exhaustion of trying to understand a girl he loved who suddenly didn’t want him anymore. The fear that he was losing me and couldn’t do anything to stop it. The man who’d driven to my school, who’d shown me his whole world, who’d confessed about losing his parents, who’d told me he was never letting me go—he was terrified that I was slipping through his fingers. “That’s not it,” I whispered, but even as I said it, I knew it wasn’t enough.

Sometimes, he just wants to hear my voice, and I’ve gotten used to it. Every time we talk, I make sure I sound okay. I hide the cracks, swallow the pain, and pretend like I’m still the same Maya. Truth is, I miss him more than I expected. He came into my life that fateful night like chaos and became the part that keeps me steady. My book is finally out. I held a copy in my hands this night. Ran my fingers over my name. This will be the last one. That thought alone almost broke me.

I'm too chicken-shit to say the words because this world is about to destroyed. "I understand, Jessa," Brixtius once again shocked me. This time for his kindness. "I'll give you all the time you need to heal," his eyes full of hope. "Thank you," I answer, my eyes starting to glisten from tears. Why is love so damn draining? But time is not on our side...

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In that sorrowful moment, he knew that his loss would be eternal. Forever. ****** The book ends here officially. The second book is up. You can check it on my profile. LUST: FAINTEST SHADE OF LOVE. It was a mind-blowing journey for me and all of us. Hope to see you guys on first page of second book. I love you all.

❤THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ❤ ❤Lose You To Love Me Song by Selena Gomez❤ ❤❤You promised the world and I fell for it I put you first and you adored it Set fires to my forest And you let it burn Sang off key in my chorus 'Cause it wasn't yours I saw the signs and I ignored it Rose colored glasses all distorted Set fire to my purpose And I let it burn You got off on the hurtin' When it wasn't yours, yeah We'd always go into it blindly I needed to lose you to find me This dance, it was killing me softly I needed to hate you to love me, yeah To love, love, yeah To love, love, yeah To love, yeah I needed to lose you to love me, yeah To love, love, yeah To love, love, yeah To love, yeah I needed to