The Revenge of One Humiliated
Of recognition.
A sob rises in me, brutal, wrenching. I swallow it, transforming it into a stifled hiccup that shakes my whole body. The tears, finally, break the dam. They flow, silent, burning, over my perfect mask, over my impeccable cheeks. They fall on the pale blue sheet, making small dark spots.
I don't know how long I stay there, my hand prisoner in his, crying silently over the man I wanted to destroy and whom I have, perhaps, simply finished off.