Mixed Feelings Novels & Stories

AMBROSE I feel like I’m stuck in the middle of a thunderstorm right now. The strong gushing winds and the heavy downpour of joy, sadness, confusion and rage were all burning at a strong signal number five inside of me. I’m not sure if I can handle all of this but I will. I have to.

I didn't know how it was going to feel if it turns out that it was one-sided. I remain silent, I didn't know what to say to his confession because it was a confession he was not sure of. After a while, he turns his eyes to me and I noticed his eyes were sad. I have seen him in so many moods, Angry, lustful, flirtatious, happy and serious mood but... not this sad mood, no " What is it?" I asked worriedly my heart was saddened because he was sad. " I never thought I could have three moods combined in one place, I was angry, frustrated and sad all at once," He said and I smiled lightly.

Today would change everything, and the weight of that reality pressed down on her, both exhausting and energizing at once. As Treasure got closer to her destination, a whirlwind of emotions swirled inside her. Happiness wrestled with anxiety, and fear clashed with hope. Suddenly, tears welled up in her eyes, but she blinked them away, determined not to let them fall. Instead, she embraced the mix of feelings, seeing them as a testament to her journey—the challenges she had overcome to reach this point.

And my mood had turned sour when I caught Theda and Blake in each other's embrace. Yet, amidst my overwhelming anger and resentment, there were pricks in my heart that I couldn't entirely ignore. Conflicting emotions churned inside me, causing a tumultuous storm within my being. The memories of our shared moments, the connection we had once shared, still held a lingering grip on my consciousness.

I lost it to the wrong person. Why didn't I just loose it with a chicken? Like, you won't know how I was feeling right now. I was so mad, confused, a little bit giddy, anxious and annoyed. The feelings is so mixed that even I the bearer couldn't explain it. Someone like him? Nah. He is just so cruel that my temperament and his doesn't match. He is cold, don't know what it means to love. Instead of loving he ends up taking your life in the name of pleasure.

Couldn't we get things resolved and be cool with each other for one minute it felt like we were together and the other it felt as though we were enemies even from past times. My heart swelled as mixed emotions surged through me like mixed portions poured into a magicians magic pot. It was like a spell gone wrong as my insides twisted in ache as I remembered the good moments we shared just few days ago. It was so beautiful and lovely. It felt like he couldn't even breathe when I wasn't near and now this-this reaction he was giving was like the outcome of a meal after a recipe went wrong. As much as I was still angry for everything he has done, sometimes I actually wished whatever it was that

That was out of my expectations. My feelings were mixed, and I didn't know what to say.

Instead of feeling angry, I was feeling nervous and happy and maybe exciting. I can't understand myself too.

Confusion mingled with hurt within me, like a storm brewing beneath the surface. "How could his demeanour shift so abruptly? Was this the same person who had praised the heavens for keeping me alive?" It felt like a paradox, a conflicting set of emotions that left me gasping for understanding. The weight of his words and the sudden change in his behaviour gnawed at my curious heart, stirring up a mix of sadness and frustration. I yearned for his support and care, especially in this vulnerable moment of my life. But his transformation into an unfeeling stranger left me questioning everything, doubting the foundation of our marriage or former marriage.

My heart pounded with a mixture of confusion, anger, and fear. What the hell was going on?