My Dearest Delusion 소설 & 이야기

I liked having emotional furniture. “Because I have taste,” I said, “not delusion.” Rafael said nothing. The wind moved a loose strand of hair that had slipped free from my bun. I hoped it didn’t look cinematic. I did not have the energy to be aesthetic in front of this man. “Taste and delusion often come from the same bank account,” he said. “No. Delusion buys an ice sculpture shaped like the couple’s initials. Taste tells them to divorce before the deposit is nonrefundable.”

" In an instant, her face went bright red as though she was being strangled. There was a series of mocking chuckles coming from the other end of the call. Theo was not the only person who heard her emotional speech. "I know that girl. She's always trying to seduce guys left and right. She's positively starving for a man's affection." "She's so manipulative and ugly. I knew she was rather sick in the head, but I didn't think she'd be like this while acting all meek and fragile in public." "What rotten luck to have such a roommate."

Jason had no clue. As he drove, he laughed, all smug. "Tessa, five years ago I was just testing you—seeing if you cared about money. After everything we said, you know I still have feelings for you. Relax. Once we spend the night together, your son's mine too. When my mom marries into the Harding family, you'll still be a rich wife. You lose nothing." Yeah. Completely delusional. Half an hour later, the car stopped in the middle of nowhere. He dragged us into some filthy tin shack.

"What if things really work out, Alina? Wouldn't that be beautiful!' Her voice was soft and ridiculously peaceful as she asked, as if she was already seeing and living in the future. A deep sigh escaped from my lips, and I gently closed my eyes while I massaged the space between my eyebrows. For one stupid second, I almost joined my wolf in the deluded world that she lived in, but the memories of me, on my knees, tears streaming down my face while I desperately looked up to him, begging him to reconsider, even when he had the beautiful Serena in his arms, burned through my thoughts, and I shook my head. Nothing good came from being delusional. And apparently, taking people's words to heart w

My phone vibrated several more times. The other person lost it and kept sending me one voice message after another. [Do you think everyone in the group chat is dumb? Do you think people will believe a random CT scan image you found online?] [You're old enough to be his mother, yet you're still acting like some young girl and pulling tricks like this. Have you no shame?] [I'm the one Christopher is going to marry! If you still have any dignity left, hand in your resignation tomorrow. Don't make me go to the office and humiliate you in public!]

Thomas shook his head. “You see. Even he doesn’t believe it. You are lying,” I nodded, trying to find solace in the chance that Elisa's delusional mind was the reason for everything she was telling us. I needed to hold Elisa to her insanity and refuse such a betrayal. I didn’t want to be the foolish girl once more. Ace had already done enough damage. I didn’t want Matt to do that kind of cruelty. Worst of all, after what Elisa just said.

# Day 20 I have lost my mind completely and weird types of thing comes in my mind According to census the present human population is around 7 billion, I think that's a useless data, simply counting the number of person who appears like a human being is useless, because some of them are just demons pretending to be humans. You see, I am officially loosing it. What will happen to Alex if they put me away to a mental asylum. ........................................................ #Day 21 I am lost. I am sad. I am broken. I am scarred. I am ruined. I am fucking no one. Congratulations Agustin Deluca..I am everything you ever wanted me to be. ....................................................

“I cannot break the trust that Daniela gave me.” The firm stance that Alliah had and kicking inside her heart. Too much and an irritating thing to hear and to think about the little girl who wanted her to wake up from her delusions. “Your false beliefs, the love and care that you are giving towards the Maiden is nothing but your stupid delusion Alliah.”

My memories from last night was still from my mind and I cry again, thinking that Pete would never looked at me for who I am, he still thinking I am Mike the guy who betray him. A/N: So many questions. Sorry for the wrong grammar, English was not my first language. Thank you!

I’ve heard that name from her many times before, but this is the first time that she told me that that Serene is also schizophrenic. “Really? Ano nangyari sa kan’ya?” She shrugged. “She’s damn depressed and she can’t admit it to herself. You know, nagkapatong-patong yung bigat ng loob niya. She decided to give up on her life. And while she’s planning to kill herself, an imaginary friend who contradicts her thoughts was made.” She smiled. “I even bought her book, Her Tranquility. Can you believe that one of the reasons that she’s depressed is that she can’t write the way she writes before? For her, writing is like breathing. If she can’t write, she feels like suffocating.” She heaved a deep s