HIDDEN EDGES
They'll follow me forever.
"You intentionally missed your veins, Crystal," he comes again. "Death wasn't your goal."
"No, it wasn't," I say, my voice cracked and my body weak.
"Then why?" He asks again, sounding a bit relieved that I didn't try to kill myself.
"Death?" I sigh, "the one thing I desire most but always finds a way to elude me. I just wanted to feel pain, a distraction. Trust me, I wanted to die," I chuckle lightly to hide my breaking voice a little while trying to hold the tears back. "But I knew I wouldn't. I never do. That's a little unfair and impartial, don't you think? It took away the one I love in the worst way possible, so easily he died. But each and everyday I beg for
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