Novel & Cerita Oh Mengapa Tak Bisa Dirimu Yang Mencintaiku

🎵 I gave you all my love, my soul exposed, But behind my back, a story that no one knows, In the shadows of doubt, we drift apart, Why did you choose to break my heart? 🎵 🎶🎶 Why did you choose to break my heart? Left me in the dark, where our love used to spark, Promises faded, like a long-forgotten art, Why did you choose to break my heart? 🎵 I believed in us, in a future bright, But now I'm lost, searching for the light, The truth's a bitter pill, I can't swallow,

No, it's impossible I can never love this man again. "It's not just you, Bryant, I don't think I can ever fall in love again why won't you just leave me alone?!"

I feel my head shake, it isn't karma. "I don't understand this world puddin, I will never understand this world and how things work. Love is meant to hurt, the code is written around us, so if you were not made for me why does it hurt so much to love you? Why would we fall in love, but you not love me back like I do you instead Analise does?" "I don't know Demitri, does this not hurt you with Analise?" It should, if it doesn't then maybe he is just lying to himself.

“I just…” “Tessa,believe me,I had tried to get over you but I couldn’t.I haven’t loved any woman as much as I love you.Hell…I didn’t know I could take down three men all my own like I did tonight…I never knew I could fight like that but seeing you looking so terrified was the only thing I could think of and I just wanted to protect you by all means.Right now,I’m not committed to anyone neither are you.Please…Tessa…why can’t you just feel my love for you?”

I know that she’s still the same Catherine I loved before but why can’t I tell her that I can still love her and that I still love her? Why can’t I tell those magic words to the woman I dearly loved before? Why can’t I assure her that I will be hers once again? Why can I see Serena whenever I close my eyes? Why the hell am I missing my ex-wife when my first love is in my arms? Just why?

“All this time, it wasn’t her; it was just that you couldn’t love me” His fingers in her hair stilled but he held her still. “I couldn’t bring myself to love any woman”. He said quietly. “It has never been you”. She shut her eyes but more tears streamed down her cheeks, she felt like she was choking. “Why?”. She croaked quietly. Why?

“Why?” There was no command in my voice, just a plea to understand. To understand why I am about to loose the woman I love. I know in most part it is my fault for not choosing her when I had the opportunity, and I will forever beat myself up for the rest of my life for that lack in judgement. But I am here now and can’t see the problem why we can’t be together, especially if she is still in love with me. “I made a promise,” she mumbled. She tried to look away from me, but I stopped her.

She thought. "What is it that you are looking for? What is it that you want to make you complete?" "Liam's love makes me Complete" "And it makes anyone Complete as well. Love is a beautiful thing" "Yes but why hasn't been able to say those words to me? Why? What if he doesn't love me? What if he just can't stand me anymore?" "Of course he is in love with you, you may not just see it"

"Stop pretending that everything is fine, can't you see that it's not worth insisting on something that will never work out?" "Are you talking about the two of us? Because if so, it has already worked out and you're the only one who hasn't realized it. I love you in a way that I've never loved anyone, I'm not saying this because I see you in this state, I'm saying what I feel every time I see you, every time I'm with you. The desire that I have is to fuck you all the time, now for example, I wish I could give you a hug and tell you that everything is going to be okay, but unfortunately I can't say that everything is going to be okay, do you know why? Because you need to open your heart to so

I want you to hold me like you hold her. "Drake it's hurts so much that I can't be seen with you in public. That we can't drive in your own car. That I can publicly declare my love for you, all because of your f*cking damn appearances and stupid fame..It's so draining, very draining and I don't think I have the strength in me to overcome it.At times I just want to strangle you, kill you but how can I do that while I can't live without you..."