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I cried silently walking back as fast as I could to reach our flat. This love is excruciating enough to bear. Why must happen in my life?

I shout back "What the fuck is your issue , Amari " he stands up as well "You are my fucking problem" I screech throwing my hands in the air in defeat "How am I the problem, all I ever did was try to love you. I even tried to look past your fucking condition because I loved you " he says running his hand through his hair. I scoff in utter disabelief "Why don't you get it I can never love you . My heart belongs to someone else " I yell whilst pointing at him

he whispered, “but I can’t stop thinking about you. No matter how hard I try, I can’t get you out of my mind. I don’t think I can ever live without you again.” TBC

A slight teardrop fell out of his right eye and she began to sob. She stretched out her head and took his face between her palms carefully. She wailed with a trembling voice, 'I want to try, but it's hard as a rock, Tae. I can't keep him apart from me. He is in my heart. How I can get rid of him, I have no idea. You're special to me, but I can't give you his place'.

I should be angry and throwing a tantrum, but I am surprised and still come and not angry, just a bit disappointed, though. 'Am sorry I didn't tell. I knew you would disagree. You are so proud, but I want you to be okay. Somewhere I can see you every day and know you are really fine. Steph, you know that I care about you so much that you are always on my mind. Life without you is becoming hard for me. I wish you could just give me a chance to be there for you. To love and cherish you. Please say yes to me. Be my girlfriend.'

I can never love him. "Why?" He stepped towards me and towered above me. I stood up as I was feeling very small in front of him. "I can never love you" There was no fear in my voice as I was stating the truth. I can never love him. "Why you can't love me? I have everything that a girl wants, looks, money, name and fame"

No one wants somebody else's garbage. No one could ever love someone like me. I would forever be unloved. He doesn't love me why is he saying this. He can't love me, no one can. I felt his fingers under my chin as he raised my face back to his. His thumb gently wipes my tears away.

"i say to my bestfriend she nod and leave thé room. I lay on my bed and let thé tears i Have been holding back leave my eyes, i cry as much as i want to, letting all my émotions out, why did i Have to ho through this, why me? why can't he love me? why cant my own love story be like my mum, maybe if i look as beautiful as she is he would have notice me, maybe if i wasn't soo antisocial and introverted he could have love me, why am i soo différent and weird.

By my side, I’ll swallow all of my pride Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off my feet Yeah, yeah Can’t explain why your lovin' makes me so weak

Matapos maligo ay nahiga na ako sa kama. Tumitig ako sa kawalan at nag-umpisang tumulo ang aking mga luha. I covered my face and sobbed quietly. No matter what I do, I'll always be the second best. Countless questions ran through my head. Why can't he choose me instead? What's so wrong with loving me? Am I not enough? No, I was. I always was. I'm just not what he wants, because I'm not her. “I'm not Eliora.”