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Instead, I felt the weight of everything between us—the guilt, the fear, the longing—all mixing together in a storm I couldn’t navigate. Max’s gaze softened, just for a second, a flicker of vulnerability passing through his eyes. But it was gone almost as soon as it appeared. His voice dropped to a whisper. "Why can't you accept me? Can't you see how much I love you?" My heart broke a little at the question. I took a shaky breath, my pulse racing. "Why can’t you let me go?" I whispered, the words barely escaping my lips, the rawness in my chest almost too much to bear.

“You are beautiful, intelligent, witty, sarcastic, fun as hell to tease, and so fucking sexy I have trouble keeping my hands off you. You make it so hard to stay away… I want you so much. I’ve tried so hard, but you keep fucking drawing me in.” She blinked up at me. “Then why? Why can’t we…” I shook my head. “Because I can’t. I can’t love you. I can’t allow myself to pursue you, Lila. A beautiful woman like you shouldn’t waste your time on me.” “But, you said I wasn’t ‘that pretty.’”

"I should have come home that night. Everyday, I torment myself of what would have happened if I did but I can't change it Bella and I can't let you go." "I want to love you. On the good days and especially on the bad ones. I want you to give me a fighting chance for that. I know I don't deserve it but I want all of it with you and I can't seem to let go. Tell me I'm not crazy, tell me that I'm not the only one who can't let go of this thing between us."

I cannot see you in any kind of suffering without my heart burning. You mean so much to me. You’re my heart, my soul, and everything that makes me happy. With you around, everything seems to be perfect even the worst things. I just want to let you know how much I love you and how much you mean to me but words keep failing me as I try to do that.

🎼You are the only one made for me. 🎼 Can you feel my heart beat. 🎼There are too many memories, 🎼To be remembered. 🎼Look at the sky and count the stars, 🎼 That's how uncountable my love is for you. 🎼I can't exchange you,even for the meteors in the sky. 🎼I'm in love with you. 🎼Let me stay in your heart. 🎼No matter how it ends.

Hasmik didn't answer. "It hurts," I whispered like a dying man. "God, it hurts so much I can't... I can't fucking breathe." I was shaking so violently that it felt like my bones would splinter. "She said she didn't love me..." I cried. "She said she never did. Was it all a lie? All those nights I held her... all those moments I thought she was mine?" "Why? Why couldn't she just love me?" I gasped, the words choking me as they escaped. "What's so wrong with me? Why couldn't I be enough?"

"Why do you ask?" "Because I've already fallen in love with you. I don't need you to tell me no lie. You've already warned me about fallen for you before. I just wanna know. Could we have been in another time? Could my looking upon your face be forever, instead of a moment? Could we have dance like this and never stopped? Could you see it?"

can never be - which is why I have every ounce of your possession I could ever get hold of. I'm hoping I don't see you in my dreams this evening because I wanted to be on my own for the time being. I still love you, but not this time, Cloud. Not this time.

, she wanted to say, in the end, Ashley's eyes flashed, and those words came out of her mouth, but in the end, she still didn't say it. Perhaps, now she no longer had the strength to love someone, nor the ability to love someone, perhaps she was driven by the thoughts deep in her heart. “Ashley, you don't need to step towards me, you don't need to get closer to me, just stand there, and don't move, I will walk towards you, get closer to you. I will come and hug you tightly, you just stand there without moving, don't need to do anything, the rest, let me do it."

Despite the futility of my attempts, I couldn’t bring myself to stop; I had to keep trying, to keep pouring my heart out, no matter how much it felt like shouting into the void. With each soft utterance, my voice softened into a near whisper, laced with vulnerability. "Mona, my love," I murmured, the words trembling on my lips, "my heart beats for you alone. You are the melody, the rhythm that gives my existence meaning and depth. Without you, I am merely a discordant note amidst the symphony of life. Please, come back to me, Mona. Let’s rediscover the harmony we once shared, the love that once bound us so beautifully."