Oh Mengapa Tak Bisa Dirimu Yang Mencintaiku の小説・ストーリー

"I have a reason Bright. I have a reason why I reject you every time! You don't know how hard it is for me even now!" "What reason you have now? You have a lover or I am not enough for you? You never give me a direct answer and with these stupid feelings in my mind, I cannot help but chase you around like a mad man! My friends ask me why I chase a mere beta like a fool but I cannot help! I love you so much till now! Even now.."

"Answer me. Why are you doing this to me? Why the fuck did you kissed me?! Why—" "Because I love you," ---

However, the raven refuses to move, grabbing her by the chest and holding her in place. “Be mine.” “I can't.” “But you want to.” “No.” Lucius’s already turbulent thoughts begin to taint the words every time he repeats them in his head. Jana’s voice echoes her own, mixing and morphing inside her head. I can’t. You can’t love me. Why? I can’t. You want to, but there must be a reason why. I can’t. You can’t love me but you want to. I can’t love you but I want to.

Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours Why can't I say that I'm in love? I wanna shout it from the rooftops I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours It's obvious you're meant for me Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep But I'll never show it on my face But we know this, we got a love that is homeless

"It’s obvious you’re meant for me. Every piece of you it just fits perfectly. Every second every thought, I’m in so deep but I’ll never show it on my face. " "But we know this, we got a love that is hopeless.” I exhale heavily as I lower my head slightly before I find the courage to type again. My mind is filled with so many things that has happened and I just want to get these words out of my chest. "Why can’t you hold me in the street? Why can’t I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that. Why can’t we be like that? ‘Cause I’m yours.”

She said, her voice high, as she drew closer. She only stopped when she was practically in his face, her finger digging into his chest. The same chest she had given CPR to last night when he passed out on the street. “You have no right, no right whatsoever to ask me questions like that.” She couldn’t believe the malice in her own voice. “My life is mine and belongs to me alone. You don’t own me. In fact, we have nothing in common. I do not and will never answer to you.” He opened his lips to say something but she cut him off before that.

"Do you have any idea how hard it is for me when I have to keep all these feelings to myself, I know you warned me about falling for you but I could not help it, and am afraid if you were to find out we would have to cut ties with each other, and at this point, I don't think I can take that, I better hold this feeling deep down, so that you won't ever know of it." "What feelings, what are you talking about?" Lucian asked, his heart pounding fast in his chest, eager and scared to know her answer. "What feelings? Are you that dumb? Can't you see it, Lucian, I love you! I love you so much that it hurts, but the worst part is when I got to keep all these feelings to myself because I know no matt

She said and tears fall down her face, I dont know but I can feel her pain, my tears falls too. "Why? Why you still keep loving him even it is always impossible for both of you to be back again?" She hold my hand and then speak within her tears, "That is how we love, that is how we supposed to love, despite the big wall of society, despite of being lockdown in someone else arms, you will never stop there, they can get everything from me, my freedom, my dreams, my value and goals, but this..my heart is untouchable, this is only for him"

I would rather someone slapped me. My eyes stung with unused tears and his face became blurry. I tried to keep the tears at bay but they came rushing down in torrents. I could do nothing to stop them. “Why?” I cried, “Why can’t you love me?” “Because someone else occupies my heart. I cannot love another,”

I kick my stupid feelings aside and push him away. "No we are not meant to be!" I try to push him away but he grabs my waist even tighter, his eyes pinned on me. "Then tell me why... Tell me why I can't stay mad at you! Why I can't stop thinking about you! Why I can't stop dreaming about you! I don't fucking love you! I'm not inlove with you! It's Heaven I love! So tell me why! Why it's not her I think about all the fucking time! Why it's not her I dream about! I want it to be her! Not you! "