Romans & histoires Oh Mengapa Tak Bisa Dirimu Yang Mencintaiku

“I have always been pushed away from time to time, but I won't let that happen this time. Please give me a chance to be with you, please… I have never seen any woman like you. You captured my heart from the first day I met you.” I pursed my lips, knowing not what to say. He seemed to have gotten me speechless with his words. “I'm sorry, but I can't. I can't do what you're asking me to do. I wish I can, but I can't. I know things aren't the way you expect them to be at this time, but you have to–” "Why? Why can't you be with me? Did I do anything wrong? Is it the flowers? I can get you another if you don't like these. I just–”

"Why?" "Why can't he let me go? Why is he making me suffer all this? Why did he humiliate me? Why can't he just accept my rejection? Don't I have my feelings? Can't I choose what I want? Why does he still want to ruin my life like this just for his own selfishness?" "Why?" "Why is he making me despise him, loathe him? When my heart doesn't want to involve him anyway. Didn't he always tell me he loved me? Then how his love turned out to be this selfish.

I storm out of the room slamming the door behind me. I lean against his door before I crumble to my feet. Tears form in my eyes as frustration, exhaustion, and desperation fill up in me like a whirlpool of feelings. It didn't help that my ragging boner was still twitching to be inside him as it leaks pre-cum remembering how sexy he was at the night of the ball and even now... Why?! Why!! Why can't it just be me? Why can't you love me just for being myself?!!! __________________________________________

Akshadh replied. "Januvika can't feel the love for others like you people do. why can't you give time to yourself to accept the reality and start your life?" Asked Rahul "If Januvika understand the real feel of love for others then everything will be sort out. If she read me atleast once and understand my feel of love then she will definitely leave me but the essence of maturity level in her side is very very low," and he continued, "I can't even imagine Rahul, How could I replace the place of my wife (Dhiya) who still loves me and sacrifice her love? I married her from my heart, soul and body. I had promised her that I would make her mine in one fine day. Also, I can't even think Januvika e

because my tears is very expensive "Ray what came over you? I just want you to love me, is it too hard to love me, I have always been loving you right from when we were kids why can't you just love me back, what is in me that you can't accept... what does that Sylvia have that you don't see in me... I have waited so long, I've endured so many things just to earn your love but you still can't bring yourself to love me, whyy!!!!" I cried sticking my fingers in my hair and continued drinking like I'm crazy. Sylvia's POV,

My tongue seems to shrink so I can't speak and my throat is also dry. He did not answer my prayer. Why? I became a good person. Why didn't you grant me my only request? That's just for the girl I love. Why, why haven't you been able to grant me? I didn't commit any big sin, why are you taking her from me? "Fatima," I whispered her name in the air hoping she could hear me and chose to breathe again. How could you do this to me, Fatima? You said you love me. Why did you left me?!

I tried to a lot, not to love you However, you cannot control love My heart has fallen for you Beloved, it is not the fault of my heart

Magar jee nahi sakte tumhaare bina Tumhein koi aur dekhe to jaltaa hai dil badi mushkilon se phir sambhalta hai dil kya kya jatan karte hain tumhein kya pataa Ye dil beqaraar kitna ye hum nahin jaante Magar jee nahi sakte tumhaare bina I just could not stop the colour that crept into my cheeks. That day he again dropped a big hint that he liked me. Anyone who was not blind could see that he was madly in love with me. My eyes moistened. I wanted to go and hug him. But I could not, I did not know what I wanted. My heart was beating very fast. He should not behave like that. He was making me weak. He was breaking my restrains. he was making me go crazy about him. I was thinking only about him,

Something that I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that it couldn’t and shouldn’t be happening. “I think I’m in love with you.” I whisper, letting my tears escape.

𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘮𝘦! 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦..