Ruin My Life Lyrics Novels & Stories

Every word in here means something to me, please respect that. Copyright © 2026 by Ivy Lanee. All rights reserved. — ¶ ¶ — TRIGGER WARNINGS Let me be very clear with you before you turn to another page. This book contains content that some readers may find deeply distressing. I am not writing this warning to scare you away. I am writing it because I respect you enough to be honest about what lives inside these pages. This is not a soft romance. This is not a love story that plays it safe. Ruin Me, Enemy Daddy is dark, heavy and filled with surprises.

I didn't even glanced back before leaving how can I bare this pain how can I handle this how can I live without her she is my beautiful dream how can it turn into a worst nightmare I hate it I'm hating it I'm hating myself I went to bar and started drinking untill I sober and forget her but everytime I drink I'm reminding her why she is filled in every part of my body what a irritating thing I'm hating to be like this I hate myself completely My heart lies with you Just give me back my tears in vain Just unbreak my heart my love And all the things that caused the pain Come back and give me back your hug Come back and give my love to me I can't live a single day without you

"Love without trust is just pain in disguise." "So that's it?" I asked, my voice shaking. "After everything, you're just giving up?" "I'm accepting reality." He moved toward the door, opening it. "We'll find Miguel. We'll stop Victor. But after that, we're done. No more second chances. No more trying to rebuild something that was broken beyond repair." "You said you loved me. Last night, you said you never stopped"

*Dedication* For the ones who swore they weren’t into MM until it was Bram and Renzo. You lied. And you liked it. I wrote this for you. Welcome Home Sinner:) **************************************************** RENZO POV “He’s awake.” The voice sounded far away like it had to cut through thick water to reach me. My head throbbed, not just with pain, but with pressure. Like my skull was full of gunpowder and someone had already lit the fuse. My throat was dry. My chest felt heavy. And every inch of my body screamed like I’d been hit by a damn truck.

Beneath the Ruin I’ve been hiding from the silence, Drowning out the noise inside. Built a life on fear and shadows, Just to make it through the night. Every door they’ve locked behind me Still remembers who I was. But I don’t want their crown of violence. I don’t want their twisted love. I’ve got scars they’ll never see, Cuts too deep for blood to show. And I’d burn it all to ashes Just to be someone they don’t own. There’s a girl beneath this damage That they never got to break. She still sings beneath the ruin,

“That’s not me, that’s who I will be in years to come. Right now, at this moment, I’m just a weak, blind girl mourning the loss of her sister and previous life.” Ruin stays quiet for a while, then he let out a long sigh. “I know how you feel, dove. I lost my family as well, and I was powerless to stop it.” I can’t help but scoff at this. “Oh yeah? Which lifetime? You don’t ever have to worry about losing your so-called family, because once you get reincarnated, you have a brand new one lined up.” As soon as those words leave my mouth, I regret them. I feel the shock and disbelief through Ruin’s mark, but I can’t bring myself to apologize; I’m way too angry to take it back right now.

When you try your best but don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse The tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to FIX YOU. .................................................................................................. Enjoy reading - T

"You ruined me..." My voice drops to a broken whisper. "You ruined me, Rafael."

I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you'll begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a

The tears fell freely, unrestrained rivers of despair streaming down my cheeks. Dr. Morrison's office, once a sanctuary, now bore witness to the unraveling of a soul burdened by guilt, self-loathing, and the heavy weight of consequences. I felt as if I had become a tornado of chaos, destroying everything and everyone in my path. "Why do I always ruin everything?" I sobbed, the words escaping between ragged breaths. "I've screwed over every person in my life."