Ruin My Life Lyrics Novels & Stories

It made me feel nauseous to think that I almost destroyed myself over garbage like him. Just as John was about to stab Jolene in the heart, a loud gunshot was heard. Bam! One of the bodyguards had shot the dagger out of John's hand. John and Jolene trembled from fright and fell limply to the ground. "Death would be too easy for you." I stood up and walked toward them. "I want both of you alive. I want you to use the rest of your lives to pay for what you did." I turned to look at Jolene and said in an icy tone, "Haven't you always loved being a socialite? Don't you love money? I'll send you to the red-light district in the slums of the Southeast. You'll get to enjoy being sought after over t

we started to play. I hit the microphone and sing. (Zara Larsson- Ruin my Life) I miss you pushing me close to the edge, I miss you, I wish I knew what I, had when I left, I miss you.” My eyes got lock to Tagan who’s standing beside his band mates and watching us. “You set fire to my world, couldn’t handle the heat, now, I’m sleeping alone and I’m starting to freeze baby, come bring me help, let it rain over me, baby, comeback to me.”

The words hit something inside me, like something fragile, something that is already strained too far. “I do not feel like I am alone,” I said quietly. Ruin’s eyes softened. “Then tell me what you feel.” I hesitated. For a moment, I tried to hold everything back. I tried to keep it contained, but the pressure was too much. “I feel like everything is collapsing,” I admitted. Ruin did not interrupt. “I feel like I do not know who I am anymore,” I said. His expression remained steady. “I feel like my entire life has been built on something that might not be true.”

MIRROR, MIRROR Take a look at my face, What do you see? I feel nothing anymore. Take a look at my scars, They've never faded. Take a look at my eyes, Can you quantify the pain in them? I live, Memories of the past, Threatening to drag me under. I made a mistake, To think I'd ever be fine. I'm a broken piece, Nothing, can ever mend me. I'm sorry I loved you, Sorry I lied to you.

For right now I'll sit in the back of your mind, while you remember how I used to be kind. And later on in your old pathetic life, you'll see me and how badly you ruined mine. You soon shall feel what I have felt for years, My head will turn, as your eyes fill with tears. Now before you die I hope you comprehend it, The pain you left now that it's ended I hope your new life is better mine I'm sure you're going on like everything's fine And the day it hits you ... what you didn't see before,

Every single word of hers was killing me. "you ruined my life. I wish I never met you. I curse the day when I let you in my life, in my heart. I curse the day I fell in love with you. If I haven't my father wouldn't have been in jail, and our family wouldn't have been ruined. I would have been with my family... I brought that all on myself when I fell in love with you... I so wish I haven't... THAT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN BE WITH YOU AGAIN." She said and a tear left my eyes.

knowing my own so called father killed my mother. I entered my room and saw my guitar lying on my bed. I took it from the bed and held it in between my arms. I adjusted the nuts and started rubbing my fingers across it. "I'm still holding onto everything that's dead and gone.. I dont wanna say goodbye 'cause this one means forever. Now you're in the stars and six feet's never felt so far Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers. Oh it hurts so hard for a million different reasons, You took the best of my life and left the rest in pieces... I'm still holding...holding...holding on.."

Life that I thought would go on peacefully, is now like an endless labyrinth. Many times I have tried to find understanding, looking for answers to this drastic change. Why did Mr. Alexander do this? How can I live my life that has been ruined like this? Will people I know hate me because of that video? Every step I took felt like it had stopped, and the destruction I saw was so clear before my eyes. I feel trapped in endless despair. My footsteps took me to a very quiet place. I have been destroyed, my life is now useless. All is lost! This game has just ended.

I yelped as I felt pain in my wrist but I continued anyway cause more than the pain on my wrist, it really hurts more inside and I need to get the pain out "🎼 I've felt pain in my life so far 🎼 A fractured wrist and a broken heart 🎼 This is sure to leave a nasty scar 🎼 One that might not heal; So I said 🎼 This is the worst day of my life, it's the worst, it's the worst day of my life 🎼 And I don't know how I'll survive, it's the worst, it's the worst day of my life 🎼 I'll admit it's a struggle, finding light in the tunnel 🎼 This is the worst day of my life, it's the worst, it's the worst day of my life..."

Her irises lowered and traced the marks on most parts of her body, mocking her ruination. "Why?" Her damaged soul complained. Why was she so helpless? A stranger came out of no where and ruined her whole life in a night. Her mind pledged her body not to smile ever again. She lost her reason to survive. She wasn't living anyway. After demise of her parents, she was merely surviving yet this right was also taken from her. After yesterday's night, what was the purpose now? Her blurry eyes studied the surroundings. The door was unlocked and open, illuminating the whole room with bright light.