Ruin My Life Lyrics Novels & Stories

Raven: Life is beautiful, life is sweet Life is wonderful, meet the right people and you can make ends meet Life is sorrowful, life is full of deceit Life is hurtful, I so don't get it Personally, I'd say we choose to live in a delusion Mind so full of abstract ideas that we can't achieve perfection Only dwelling on one facet of life as tho that's it's only definition Blocking out other possibilities cause we fear it makes us an abomination Life gives you highs, life gives you lows Life can make you grow cold, life can make you grow gold

You and I were seeing so many different faces We're just cruising right on through this life with a playlist And everything is right Never really thought I would make it Found someone who I don't think I'll ever replace and I'm emptying my heart, so you can just take it I'm living my best life And I feel so alive With you by my side We can make a life I've got nothing to hide Driving so fast Every town passed Never look back We're good at that 'Cause I feel so alive Damn, you look good tonight... We're driving through rain Running through sun And looking at plains We're cruising through towns Moving all around But you stay the same We like to run away We're ditching all our pain and living f

If Mark pulled the trigger tonight, the fallout would crush me too. “Please,” I breathed, tears burning the back of my eyes. I hated myself for begging, especially to him. “If you ruin him, you ruin everything. You ruin the family. You ruin me.” Mark stopped just inches away from me. The scent of cedarwood and rain rushed into my senses, making my head spin. He didn't look angry; he looked intensely focused, his eyes tracking the way my lips trembled.

I whispered, forcing a laugh I didn’t feel. I closed my eyes, trying to steady my breath, but even then, his voice echoed in my head......he sounded so broken and Alone. 'My life doesn’t exist without you not without your chaos.....not without your stubborn, reckless light. A world without You can’t exist if it tries to... I’ll burn it to the ground.' 'I was a troubled kid growing up... Everyone knew it. Hell, I wore it like armor. But the moment you stuck your fingers out in my face ..... like you weren’t scared of what I was .....that was the first time my demons ever sat down and they just... shut up.....'

I was just a young girl who didn't know better… I'm sorry, Jamie. I'm so sorry. I'm not Jamie. His grip tightened on the bottle of whiskey, clenching his hands as they shook. Let's end it here, Anna De la Vegas… you're dead to me. A gut-wrenching groan tore from his throat as he hauled the bottle at the glass. It hit with a heavy thud and dropped to the floor, rolling. His eyes followed it; it was cracked… just like everything else.

What he didn't know was this—his signature on the divorce papers would be the greatest compensation he could ever give me. … After dinner, I walked home slowly. Years of nonstop work had left me feeling cut off from the world. The warmth and noise of the streets—everyday life unfolding around me—made me feel alive again. Suddenly, when I reached a familiar street, I stopped in my tracks.

I closed the door and let out a long breath. Then, I dropped my suitcase by the wall and fell onto the bed. The mattress sank under me, soft and unfamiliar. My mind wouldn’t rest. I had no idea how I was supposed to get home. I didn’t have a dime on me. And my mother still wasn’t picking up or returning my calls. Ava. Jake. Their names pushed in again, sharp and unwanted. My chest tightened. Tears burned at the back of my eyes, but I shut them quickly, forcing them down. I had already moved on. I had to.

“Are you two trying to destroy me?” That made him falter just for a second. I clung to that moment, my fingers digging into him as my whole body shook. “Isn’t it enough that I’m ruined?” The words tore out of me, raw and jagged. “Do you have to ruin yourselves too?”

I heard it open behind me, but before I could turn around… A straight white line cracked through the blackness in my eye with a loud buzzing in my head. I heard screams behind me, muffled by crying noises as my head hit the floor. Ruin’s voice brushed past my ear like a whisper before I passed out. ‘Life is simple. If they don’t offer a hand to save you from falling off a cliff, you grab their neck and take them down with you. A man in power and authority never suffers alone.’

The room, once a place of order and control, is now a chaotic mess, mirroring the ruin of my life. Finally, exhausted and shaking, I sink to the floor amidst the wreckage, my chest heaving with sobs. My life, once so meticulously controlled, is now in shambles. The weight of my mistakes crushes me, leaving me gasping for breath. The tears flow freely, mingling with the blood from the cuts on my hands.