Self Harm Poems Short Novels & Stories

☆Kate☆ I knew people were in the room, I could hear them talking but their voices were a distant murmur. At some point they were even arguing and I heard the door shutting when one of them left though I had no idea who? I was trapped in a relentless repeat of a single thought. "I am no longer a woman." “I am no longer a woman” “I am no longer a woman” That phrase circled over and over in my mind, endlessly repeating, drowning out everything else.

My chest felt like it was being crushed from the inside. Tears blurred my vision as they spilled down my cheeks. “I didn’t—” My voice trembled. “I didn’t mean—” But the words fell apart before I could finish them. My teeth sank into the edge of my fingernail. Hard. The sharp sting exploded across my tongue as metal and blood filled my mouth. I barely noticed. My body was screaming. Every nerve felt like it was on fire. Hurt yourself. The thought whispered through my mind. Hurt yourself.

She repeated. I felt helpless and I comforted her. She already had a mate and she was broken. But unknowingly she also broke me.

If I could choose anything I would be good and bad one day I would fall into love and stay Would fall into love And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again If I am telling the truth Watching my friends break their hearts into two Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel

my depression and anxiety laughed at me. I finally moved to the bed and covered myself with the duvet so no sounds would come out. I lay their blocking the whole world undecided, trying to stay alive before I went back. I found a razor blade made two thin lines in my thigh before writing a strong clear message. I hate myself. The words appeared beautifully in dotted lines full of blood and I struggled to bite back the tears as I opened an old book and read a poem. I'm gonna cry In solemn silence That's where I lie

But again no one is me. I can't make it stop But I can't hold anymore. I'm losing myself slowly As days passing by lately I don't know Until, how long. I can hold on I can't sleep at nights The overthinking is not fine But I can't help it I want everything to stop please These days people scare me I can't look them into eyes These days I can't eat Because I don't feel at ease I know I'm not alone I have people around me But they don't seem to notice

, I said to myself as I looked into the mirror. “You can do it, you have to do something, Hayley you are more than this, hurt them where they would have never expected, I hit my fist in the wall because no idea was coming to me and there was blood in my hands, it really hurts to harm myself but I had fucked up, Diago has messed things up for me, I went into the bathroom got a clean towel and placed it around my injured arm, I could feel the goddamn pains in my spine.

Should I indulge in self-pity? As the rain continued to pour, I whispered a silent promise to myself—a promise to rise from this darkness, to find strength within my vulnerability, and to forge a path that was uniquely mine. Lucas's heartlessness had wounded me deeply, but it would not define me. With the rain as my witness, I vowed to reclaim my shattered heart and emerge from this storm stronger, wiser, and ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead.

But now they are hiding the sharp things that I can harm myself. So I stood up and looked for them in case they missed something but I did not find anything. No blades, scissors, or anything. I need to hurt myself. I was distracted when someone spoke behind me. I saw a woman who was wearing formal attire. "Finding something?" She asked me so I sat on the bed while she was at the door and leaning. "Something to hurt me." "Why are you hurting yourself?" "Why I am hurting myself? To lessen the pain ... the pain that I have been feeling right now. I just want to become numb," I said in a low voice and looked straight into her eyes. A few seconds of silence prevailed over us.

but I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down I'm only human and I crash and break down your words in my head knives in my heart you pull me up and I fall apart cos I'm only human.)